Birthday • 1992-08-27 Gender •
Female Member Since • 2007-11-22
myOtaku.com: fading.dreams
Monday, January 7, 2008
Would you die tonight for love?
It was foggy today.
Felt like the way my mind feels.
I didnt sleep last night
stared at the ceiling.
thought about many things.
her.her.her.her.her.
ferris wheels.perfect worlds.
God.. I'll never take her for granted again.
Nothing has really ever hurt me this much before.
I could hardly talk to anyone today.
without crying.
I left her a voicemail..
Lavi said he'd let her listen to it.
I think she could hear me..
I know she can.
I just wish she knew how much i miss her.
I wish i was there..
by her side.
even if i couldnt do anything.
I just want to be there with her.
I feel sick..
I shouldnt have ate.
Its just going to come back out anyways.
I have so much to say..
will she ever get to here it?
Why didnt I take my chance when she was here?
I might have been able to save her.
but i didnt want to lose her...
and yet i am.
theres so much i still want to know.
My heart hurts.
I just want her back.
....
i just want her back..
