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Monday, March 31, 2008
ugh,
I'm home sick
i have a doctors appointment at 3
I NEED TO BE AT SCHOOL
my cousins boyfriend who graduated last year apparently is fucking around with some other girl
i need to kick both their asses
not to mention my boyfriend seems to be hiting on the new girl.
...even though she knows im with him
ugh i just wish i didnt know him i wish all of this wouldnt have happaned
because in the end im going to get hurt right?
well, todays the day i find out if im carrying his baby or not.
Part of me hopes i am. I love him, beyond anything ive ever felt for anyone and having his baby would be like having a piece of him forever.
but, i cant be pregnant.
Like im even half ready enough to have a kid.
I dont think i am. but theres still a chance.
God damn it im so sick of being screwed over.
what can i do that will end up without a shitty outcome?
I give up. Because in the end.
Love is just a hoax.
its raining. =]
Im going to go drown my self now.
-jenny
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