Thursday, April 10, 2008

my site is a lighter black on the school computers then it is on my computer at home.. weird.

i realized a lot of things between today and last night actually..

*I really do miss steph.
*It feels really weird having someone so close to you when they've been so far away all along.
* I really need to just let my self cry sometimes. even if i end up paying for it the next morning.
* I dont understand how my mom, my sister, and i have gone on living since october.
* I dont know why God toke him away from me
* I realize that the questions that swim around in my head are questions that really can never be answered.
* I see threw peoples lies way to easily.
* I would be absouletly NOTHING without my friends.
* Life is really just a distraction.
* I love math formulas for some reason...
* I hate math.
* I hate english more then anything.
* I dont understand love. Nor will i ever. Nor do i want too.
* Im making this too long.

Im bored out of my mind even though theres a lot of stuff i really need to be doing right now.. I Just dont feel like doing it. It's raining really hard and I love it. as long as it doesnt turn to snow im fine with it. I love the rain and i've missed it.

Im outta here. >:]

♥jenny
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