Saturday, May 3, 2008

there's a point in time where i realize every choice i made was a mistake..
Yesterday was pretty boring i felt really sick in the morning but had to go to school anyways. I thought i was going to keel over and die in 7th hour but luckily i made it threw the day. I forgot a tape i am supposed to watch in my locker at school for my art class.. Which isn't good since the assignment is due soon. I am practically failing two classes as of now. Not that it matters to me that much... the only bad thing about it is i couldn't join any sports. not that i want too haha. We're doing an isearch paper in language arts and im doing mine on alcoholism and the affects it has on teen's that live with alcoholic parents. I'm interviewing my Language Art's teacher monday because i know her father was an alcoholic. The interview will be one of my primary sources. I can interview people online so if you happen to want to be in my paper tell me. :]

after school yesterday i got my hair dyed again.. my hair is now dark auburn and has a purple tint. XD hah, i told my mom id get purple one way or the other... It's not that changed though just a little darker. I dont have any pictures becuase none we're turning out any good. while i was getting my hair dyed there was a tornado warning and i guess it hit a town a couple towns away from where i was at. It was kind of freaky my mom said when she was driving she seen a funnel cloud. Cashton didn't get hit which is good but odd considering we're on the ridge.

really miss how things used to be.

no one around here will work on my moms car because its foreign. Japan made. I love japan but i wish they would make their cars better because ours really needs to stop breaking every other week. We'll probably end up getting a new car just so we can go down to milwaukee.

I watched the fma episode where hughes dies yesterday... i cried and am still depressed over this. how could they kill poor hughes? T____T His poor daughter doesnt understand and now she has to go on with our her daddy!! T.T I love fma though. I found a website where i can watch all the episodes finally!!

Im bored... there's nothing to do anymore and myotaku has gotten boring since the theotaku switch. I dont like the otaku and i miss the old myotaku when everyone updated.. I haven't gotten a guestbook signing since january.. but i suppose that's because of the fact that there is no longer a members list. It's just sad considering this was like my second home a year ago... I wish it'd go back to the way it was.

I want to write, thats not what i meant when i posted about my writing. I just realize that my writing is not good enough. BUT, im not going to wuss out because i'll write eventually if its shitty or not it'll get done. So to say, im better at poetry then i am at actually writing stories. I guess im not good at putting "action" in my chapters... since nothing seems to happen in them. Oh well.

im sorry, somedays i just dont feel like my self anymore. It doesn't mean im not okay... I guess it just means i never was.

anime night!

Im outa here.

-jenneh
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