Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I told my biggest secret last night to the person it was actually about. O_O It's good though because she was okay with it and she didnt really reject me and i am still determined to make her mine by the end of this school year :3

Yeah your probably wondering wtf? And i know i haven't been filling you guys in well with what is going on in my life and for that i am entirely sorry.

By the way the panic at the disco concert was amazing. I got pictures but my camera is being an ass and wont let me upload my pictures! i have more videos then anything. i got a video of the song folkin around just for cassie and to my surprise it is a very good quality. I love panic i really wish i could see them again and i hope krissy, cassie and i get to go to some concerts this summer. That would make me happeh.

Despite sunday night i've been really down and fucked up latley to the point where i realize i havent been down this far in so long. Richard stoped at my house last night and gave me back some of the stuff he had of mine. It's not everything he has of mine but its a good amount of it. I wasn't home when he dropped the stuff off i was actually outside walking brenny. [who is my dog by the way and i have finally decided to call him brenny even though i do find the thought of walking the lead singer of panic at the disco to be quite humerous. . .] but anyways.

besides i miss having relationships with girls... I guess i am gay. *gasp*

I just feel like nothing will EVER go my way and every good situation ends up like shit in the end and what am i supposed to do about it but sit and wait until something good finally happens? Well fuck, im sick of waiting.


=[ Well. i have to go. i have a portfolio to finish...

By the way since the concert i have been just a little obsessed with motion city soundtrack.

¢¨újenneh
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