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Sunday, July 6, 2008
i can't believe i just said that to my mother...
i can't move my right arm. seriously. i can type and move around but my shoulder refuses to work with me. i was a pussy this morning and started crying because it hurts so bad... fuuuck. I am, indeed a fucking idiot.
I feel like i had something to post about but now i don't remember what it was. Oh, I have to be sorry for yesterday because i was REALLY moody... to the point where i posted some things on myspace that i really shouldn't have. I guess its just.. this is going to be a very hard month for me.
I really dont think it's fair that I'll never be able to see my dad again. And im really getting tired of people telling me I'll be able to see him again in "heaven" when if they really knew me they'd know that i dont meet the "qualifications" to make it into this so called "heaven" I guess... I'm just over thinking it.
I don't know what i'm doing today. mum said i can paint japanese words on my wall but with out being able to use my right arm i dont see that happening today...
-sigh- I love you guys.
-jenny
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