Monday, September 1, 2008

and then we both went down together.
Saturday was such a shitty day. It was my moms drinking night and she drank way to much. Bleh. But i finally sucked it up and wasn't a coward about the situation. Mom says she needs me.. hah.. me? I'm such a horrible sister sometimes though.

I watched the movie P.S I love you last night and it was the most depressing movie i've ever seen... I haven't cried that hard since my dad died. I want to see it again. I need to stop renting movies.

I went swimming today with my sister and mom. It was okay. We went out to dinner at Applebees and it was good :] Then we went to walmart [again, yes who's keeping count?] I got some pants for gym...ugh that reminds me school is tommorow.

I don't want to go. Oh well It wont be so bad once i get it over with.

Comment responses;

Cassie; wow shortest comment ever, im ashamed.

Brittany; I know...alcohol sucks. and emotions can go to hell for all im concerned.

Charlie; I'm not drinking. My mom was.. I've learned from the past that alcohol is a form of suicide. I drink sometimes but not enough to get drunk and when I do drink I kick my self for it, and yes it does only make emotions worse. :]

TainedSanity: He asked if I was touching my self and I said yes, and that he wished he was here. Then he hung up. haha.

I'm tired now.

-jenny

I don't think its fair how amazing you get to be, and how in reality, I know I can never have you, not now, not ever. You're untouchable. To everyone but mostly just me.
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