Friday, January 2, 2009

why do i bother writing the date when it's right up there ^ anyways? what an idiot...
I seriously hardley remember what happaned yesterday. I know i played rockband for a good hour and finally won the flyleaf song that i've been trying to win for however long... then I played Mario Kart for a while too. I can't blame cassie and her horrible language anymore cuz i am no better if not worse.

I cleaned out one side of my closet yesterday and found a lot of my clothes....but i still have no clue where a bunch of my shirts went. ugh. Oh well. I kinda feel like re-organizing my room again... which is bad because I've already done that every way it's possible so i get all mad at my self because theres no other way to do it but i still want too.. UGH.

I need to dye my hair one of these days too... lolz. That reminds me, when I woke up today my eye was hurting like a bitch and it was all red, but then suddenly it went away. It was weird.

I was also up till five in the morning talking to cassie and got up at 11. YAY for 6 hours of sleep.

I want to live in the AD world soo bad, because even though i'm dead at least someone loves me... lmaoo.

I just... sometimes I feel like i've pushed away anyone who ever tried to be something to me because I'm never satisfied with what i have. I long for bigger things, my dreams are far to big for me to even be dreaming about.. Afterall, i'm just a kid.. none of my dreams will ever come true.

*sigh* Oh well, it'll work out somehow.

I want summer to be here so bad.. I want to be with Cassie again, things where good then. ILY CASSEROLE.

That's all i've got.
So heres to day two.

time: 1:03pm
music: Vegas Skies; The Cab
mood: nostalgic.
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