Friday, February 6, 2009

it's not me you're waiting for, give it up, give it up.
i have the entire house to my self until 9 oclook tonite. YOU GUYS WANNA COME OVAH AND PARTIEZ?

--Survey tiemz now--

What was the last bad thing to happen to you?: This whole bullshit micheal thing. that needs to gtfo my life.

The last good thing to happen to you?: Jordan.

How long was your longest relationship?: a year and a month or so.

Are you a really sensitive person?: not really, unless you really know how to beat me down. like jordan knows how.

Do you usually confront your problems or run away from them?: I keep them locked up inside this little room in the back of my head.

Are there any obstacles you're trying to overcome right now?: My love for someone that'll never love me. And the fact that that is an obstacle that i will never ever be able to overcome.

What's your biggest fear?: ..Darth being real? Moving her away from me.. Not being able to see my dad agian.

Have you ever starved yourself for an extended period of time?: The longest i've went without eating was probably a day and a half. i'm a fail anorexic.

Do all good things really come to an end?: No, real good things don't ever end.

Do you think today's youth is being corrupted/messed up because of TV?: Yes and no.

Do you often doubt yourself?: Oh boy, if you only knew.

What's something you used to care about, but really don't care about now?: People making fun of me, i do it enough my self to not give a shit anymore..

If someone asks you if they look okay, do you always tell the truth?: not always.

Are you more of a leader or a follower?: I never really get the chance to be a leader... a lot of the kids at my school think they're amazing and take over everything. and i'm to shy to step in and offer my knowledge.

Are you open-minded?: yes.

Do you smile at random people?:LOL SOMETIMES. BECAUSE IM CREEPY LIKE THAT.

Do you ever take your anger out on others?: Sometimes. Usually only on my family though.
i'm a horrible person.

Are you extremely opinionated?: Oh yes.

Have your parents supported every decision you've made?: Sort of, and the ones they wouldn't they really don't know about.. well i suppose my dad knows. considering. well. yeah.

Have you ever/would you ever help a stranger in need?: Depends... if they came up to me and asked for help and i had the means of helping them i probably would. But i'm not the type of person to just mail money or something to someone whos in need. like I said, I can be a really bad person sometimes.

Are materialistic things really important to you?: Sort of.

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?: I honestly feel guilty every day of my life. I will never not feel like I could have been a better daughter. I will never not feel that I could have saved him. and it all just makes it worse.

What do you think your purpose in life is?: I really think I make people laugh for a reason... And if I can make people happy for even just a second then i'm really happy. But who knows.

Have you ever felt like you were truly going insane?: Last night. I get these weird feelings sometimes and it drives me insane.

Have you ever been so sick you nearly died?: Not really, but i have been really, really, sick.

How many people do you trust with your life?: 1?

How often do you actually talk to your parents?: My mom a lot. my dad a lot more now that he's gone then when he was alive.

What's the most drastic thing that's happened in your life so far?: My dad commiting suicide. and do i dare? my girlfriend breaking up with me the same damn day.

Do you have a role model? If so, who?: People think it's wack, but i'll always look up to my dad.

What do you plan to do when you're out of high school/college?: I have no fucking clue.

Have you ever liked a guy/girl that you really tried not to like ?: Yeah. I try every day.
and fail.

Is there anything you've done with the opposite sex that you regret?: very much so.

Have you ever met someone who had multiple personality disorder?: So they've said.
I have a knack for falling in love with people who have multiple personality disorders. -_-

What's one of your most missed memories?: Singing karaoke on my front porch with Briana and Courtney and Nicholas rolling around with me in the grass.. driving around with my dad.

Does it sometimes feel like life is moving too fast?: Oh god yes.

What's something you absolutely must do before you die?: Do something worth being known for. and meet all of you guys.
I will not die not having been able to hump megan. tru fax.

Do you like to listen to rock music/screamo music when you're angry/upset?: I listen to rock music all the time.. but i usually listen to sad music when i'm upset or sad... sometimes screamo. but...usually just slipknot.

Have you ever run with scissors?: my life isn't that exciting.

Are you embarrassed to tell your parents you love them around your friends?: No. I love my mommy!

What's something that you've learned today?: That the north pole really isn't the north pole. and that the magnetic field in the earth turns around every one thousand years. or so they say.

What's the most valuable thing that you own?: My laptop and my iPod.

What's your favorite sappy/romantic song?: lol.. probably what hurtz da most by rascal flatts.
WHAT HURTS DA MOST. IS WHEN U BURN UR TOAST.

When you're upset, do you push others away?: when i'm upset. no one really knows but me.

Do you think that long-distance relationships are ever worth it?: No.

Who was the last person to tell you that they love you?: My mom probably. or rita.

What's something you feel like shouting to the world right now?: I WANNA SCREAM I LOVE U FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGSSSS.

I WIPED MY ASS ON THE MONA LISA.

Do first impressions always stick with you?: Yes XD they do.

What's the most common misconception about you?: that i'm straight?!

Are you too kind for your own good?: YES I NEED TO STOP LETTING PEOPLE BE FUCKING ASSHOLES TO ME JESUS CHRIST.

Will you give someone a second chance if they can prove they deserve it?: Yeah.

Are you willing to pay more for designer/name brand stuff?: yeah, only if it's something i realllllllllly want or need.

Have you ever cried so much that you couldn't cry anymore?: Oh yeah.

Do you believe in karma?: yes.

Are you reckless?: no, but i can be to my self.

Have you ever intentionally hurt yourself?: lolz, define intentionally.

Do you like the band Karate High School?: never heard of them.

What's the best book you've ever read?: Fight Clubs pretty epic.
but i really liked the book boot camp.

Do you like the smell of Sharpies?: yes.

Which friend have you know the longest, and for how long?: Nikki! Hmm, kindergarten

Is there anything that people ridicule you for?: I DRESS LIKE AN EMOOO. -_-



THANKGODFORFRIDAYS.


-jenneh

time:4:42
music:give it up;midtown
mood:okay.
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