Thursday, February 19, 2009

Who says that its better to have loved and lost? I wish that i had never loved at all.
"you love me."
"yeah, i really, really do."

i wish i could do the things he does to her.. Oh i fucking wish.

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ditched my 'friends' again today.
just don't feel like being social, really i don't.
it can't be healthy can it?
oh well.
it's all going to catch up to me soon and i wont have anymore 'friends'

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Honestly... that's fine,
because after highschool.
i'm never even going to see them again.

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honestly, it's all fine.
i'm happy.
because i've trained my self to be.

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today was actually a really good day.
had a math and spanish test.
think i did okay on both of them.
but probably i'm wrong on the math one.
eh...fuck you algebra.

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we where talking about death in my physics class today.
It kind of freaked me out,
because i had one of those 'i'm really going to die someday' moments.
i felt like crying.
but i got over it.
heh. weird.

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it took a funeral to make me feel alive.

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i don't care what anyone says, Charles Dickens was a boring person. I have to write a short paper on him for my choir class because we're doing one of the songs from the musical oliver! or something, i don't know.

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to bad i'm not going to the basketball game, supposedly three of the guys are going to wear cheerleading outfits. lol, i don't really care.

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rita said she might start wearing tu-tu's.
no comment on that one.

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the rent soundtrack is pretty much the shit.
it makes me miss timothy.
ugh. -_-
speaking of my cousin, he's leaving wisconsin saturday.
sad.. but atleast then i'll get to talk to him on facebook again.

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...i can't fucking get her out of my headdd.

i wish i had the confidence
to tell you that you love me too,
but unlike you,
i'm just not so sure.
because in the end text messages really don't mean anything,
i can write romance and never ever mean it.
but i can't pretend to not love you.
some emotions i just can not fake.

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i'll shut up now.

-jenny
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