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Monday, February 23, 2009
forever isn't enough
i love you all but,
sometimes i hate the fucking internet.
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is it weird that i may be really thinking that i was meant to be born a male....?
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as long as she talks, my head is put into a fluster and i can't think.
i can't think about how much i love her.
how perfect every aspect of her is.
how jealous i am of the relationship her and zack have.
because even though it's not physically it's a step higher then what i'll ever, ever have.
Cant think of how mad i get at her when she tells me she's useless.
can't think about how i can't stand the way he touches her,
or the way she looks at him.
I just.. ugh.
I hate love.
No,
I'm not going to think about it.
I want to be happy, i really do.
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history test tomorrow. hm, study? maybe.
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i'm going to go listen to really loud music now, even though i have a motherfuckin' headache.
-jenny
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