Wednesday, February 25, 2009

remember if you seek then you shall fine.
today was a really off day.
the bells weren't working at school today..
so it was all fucked up.
the entire day just felt really weird.
probably because of how unusual last night was.

i think i've come to terms
to the fact that she'll never love me.
but that doesn't mean i can just drop everything.
and stop loving her.
-sigh-

school just needs to end already..

i hung out with jordan, rita, and joe last night and it was fun i guess. we went to the basketball game too, and entertained the kids on the bus by playing patty cakes in front of there bus. we have a thing for making scenes.. everyone calls it immature, i think it's just trying to be different.

joe kind of made me feel better today when he told me that the girl he was talking about in his myspace status was someone else, not who i originally thought it was. I'm a selfish person, but i just couldn't handle it if those two got together.. I don't know what i'd do.

i want so much to stick out and be different, yet i hate not fitting in with my own friends..

and on top of everything theres this;


i'm the ugly one. in black. [in case you didn't know.]
she's beautiful..

someday, someday i hope this picture can make me happy.

ily guys.

-jenny
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