Sunday, March 29, 2009

[[imaginary?]]
Time:9:02am
mood:painnn.
listening to: the climb;miley cyrus [shut up.]

Time keeps rolling past faster then I can keep track of it.

So I had an interesting weekend at the least. I don't know if interesting is the right word but i'm going to use it anyways. I feel like i'm 100 because I don't think theres a part of my body that doens't hurt, but that's beside all of the points.

This is random but SlipN'Slides are the stupidest things in the world, because do you actually think you're going to wake up the next day and not feel like shit after you just got done throwing your self on the ground? Haha summer memories are funny.

Someone, please push me to make my drivers test. I'm to much of a pussy.

I'm trying though, to be what I'm supposed to be.

Poetry/Ramble time now?
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hotel rooms remind you of who you used to be,
well at least that's the way it's always been for me.
i can see it in the reflection of the windows
the windows where i can see the road that takes me back home.
and if i turn around i can take it back to you, darling.
i'm half almost thinking that i'm in so much pain,
because theres a bible in the bedside drawyer.
If I get through the entire day without thinking of you,
it'd be nothing short of a personal miracle.
and i'm sorry, believe me I am.
'ask me when i'm sober.'
honey, i just can't wrack up the nerve.
don't know where i got it from last night,
i really really don't.
the entire left side of my body,
it's like the result of a war battle.
as if to remind me,
that i never could, can't, and never will be able to achieve perfection.
the only time things where close to perfect
was when i called you mine.
i think though, that i'm the only living soul that remembers that.
the people, they blur when you're on the other end of my mind.
i'm not quite sure what any of this means,
besides the fact that i'm once again right back where i started from.
it's like you never left me.
i've just been gone, gone for such a long time.
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