Saturday, April 18, 2009

[[I want to make you as lonely as me.]]
Time seems to go to fast sometimes, I feel like this entire week has went past in the time span of two days. I feel like I don't sleep or eat anymore and when I do it's just enough to get me by and sometimes I hate that. I still don't understand why I'm so damn happy, yet I'm such an emotional wreck but I just can't give my self the time to stop and think about it. Really though, I'm happy. I'm happier then I think I've ever been in my life and that kind of scares me because I really don't know what to do with my self.

"No one can fix me, trying to fix me is like trying to put back together something that broke into a million odd shaped pieces."

"I can."

maybe, just maybe she's the only one who can.

Look at me getting distracted all over again. Anyways, school is okay. I'm actually doing pretty well I think I understand the stuff that we're doing in math so i'll be able to get my math grade up i might even be on the A honor roll by the end of the year. We're rollarbladding in gym class. Weird I know, we where doing archery for a short amount of time, I want to do it again. I have this secret way to get a perfect score.. I took a history test friday and I think i maybe got a 100% on it or got 1 wrong, either way I believe i'll get the extra credit and then it'll still be an A or A+.

I'm slightly freaking out about my drivers test on Tuesday. Slightly is probably an understatment. I'm really freaking out. I can do it though, I just have to believe that I can. I'm going driving today in the town I'm taking it in because I've only drove there once... Dammit. I can do it.

I didn't tell anyone at school that i'm taking it. I don't need the criticism. Besides then I can brag about it.. hahaha.

I can feel summer in the air. It's exciting. Maybe it's just the weather thats making me feel this way. Maybe I'm just a winter depression person. I just really hate winter these days. I used to love it.

I'm rambling. I'm going to stop now, do you like the new layout thingy? The playlist is kind of random but I love all these songs. ^_^

Love you guys.

-Jenny
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