Tuesday, June 9, 2009

I'm thinking about what i've given up.
It doesn't really even feel like summer vacation. At least the sun is shinning today though. The weather may have played a part in why I'm so god damn depressed lately. Maybe I'll walk up to the library this morning with my sister since we have nothing better to do and she wants a new book anyways. I'm already reading one but I suppose I could get a new one too. I need to get my fucking license.

I'm sort of pissed off because my mom has been working overtime all the fucking time lately. Yesterday she worked Nine hours and today she went in at 8 and I don't know how fucking long she'll work today. I just don't really get to see her anymore. Kinda crazy huh? a teenger who wants to see her mom. I'm just kind of sick of feeling like i'm the adult in the house. My sister can pretty much take care of her self but still. I've been inside the house for almost three days and it's driving me crazy. I kind of miss school. What the hell.

I kinda went crazy last night. It was kind of fun, but now everything on my body hurts.. Oh well. I'm just kind of pissed off at everything. I need a hobby eh?

I'd like...clean my room again today but it hurts to move. hahaha.

so much for going to the library.

another boring fucking day.

-jenny

ps. sorry about all the swearing. =\
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