Tuesday, June 16, 2009

It won't be like this for long
Whoa, whoa who said I was leaving?
I'm dissapointed that none of you got that reference besides Cassie. lol.

I kinda can't leave myotaku because it kind of already left me, if you catch my drift?

I just haven't really been a very positive happy person lately, but really when am I? lol. I'm starting to really annoy my self. And everyone else around me.

Here maybe this'll help;

mental breakdowns are only positive when traveling faster then the person next to you.
I guess you'd a had to have been there to understand,
but i'm tracing down directions to where...where was it that i said?
watching the sun set over you is the most beautiful sight i've never been able to see.
don't blame it on bad luck, blame it on me.
cuz' if love is all that matters then when did breathing come in?
I wanna steal his lines, but I'm afraid that someone else will hear me.
The way she stared at me like she saw him in me,
i know, i know, i'm practically a replica.
if I wasn't so damn stubborn I'd go out with the same big bang.
save my self the dramatics.
you're just a side effect of realizing reality.
and i'm just your long awaited reality check.
I don't mean to put you in the middle because I wanted you right where I had you,
but no one can ever have anything the way they want it.
I learned that the hard way.
learning is the easy apart, applying what i've learned and lived is what's killing me.
I should just let you be.
but then I wouldn't be me.
and I've never had such a weak ending.


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I'm trying to be better, really, i'm trying.
she just keeps pulling me back in.

just to feel like you..

-jenny
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