Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Are you ready for this?
it's days like these when I wish that things wouldn't have to end this way.
I've never been as happy as when you smile at me..
I just wish I could always keep it that way.

I've never been more sexually bothered as I was tonight..
because you've never touched me like that. It doesn't mean anything I know but it was like electric shocks going through my body. I almost couldn't breathe..
How many times exactly did I have you pinned right where I wanted you? Haha.
I know you're not used to being touched like that, I'm not used to being able to touch you like that but it's the most amazing feeling in the world.
I know you're trying not to hurt my feelings but I think that maybe deep down you like it.. If only just a bit.
you love the attention I give you, and i love you too much to stop.

I love you more then you'll ever be able to understand.

When you hug me that tight.. I hope and pray that you'll never let go of me.. because for those few seconds everything in my life is perfect. every single thing. I felt it last night.. I felt the way you squeezed my hand when I left.. I know it means nothing but it meant the world to me.

I am the most pathetic person in the world, haha.

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I had my first F.O.R meeting today. I'm kind of excited. I don't like that the first project will make Jordan and Rita work together though.. Oh well.. I wish I could draw. :/

I have a feeling i'm not going to see you a lot this weekend... :( Maybe I'll just kidnap you on Saturday night.

Normality does not exist in my life.

the end.
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