Thursday, December 24, 2009

I believe in nothing but the beating of our hearts
Merry Christmas/Christmas eve everyone.
I don't post much anymore because my laptop has been broken for awhile and I don't really ever get on the computer anymore because either my sister is always on or because i'm busy with other things.

I personally am not having Christmas until Sunday night but I hope everyone else has a good one. :)
I guess we're opening presents tomorrow morning instead of tonight like we usually do.
Which is fine with me I never really liked opening presents the night before anyways even though no one in my house still believes in santa. Haha.

I can't believe I won't be single this christmas, it feels so weird to actually be able to tell people that we're in a relationship. Because honestly my entire life right now feels like an unbelieveable dream. But I like it, and I don't want to ever lose whatever this is that we have found but a part deep down inside of me knows that we will but i just don't want to think about that right now. I'll deal with the pain when that comes and if I can't deal with it, well then so be it.

*deep breath*

The Breaking Benjamin concert was amazing, I can't wait to go see them again in January with Three Days Grace and Flyleaf. :) and hopefully, HOPEFULLY i get to go with her. :D Cept it won't be the same considering how many people we will know at this concert.

I hate having to be secretive about us. But it's better then nothing, believe me it's better then nothing.

and now i'm done, once again. :D
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