Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Crying eyes so beautiful
*sigh* I have nothing better to do then update here because Today and tomorrow are finals and that means that our classes are longer so right now i have a two hour long study hall and then another two hour study hall at the end of the day. Needless to say I am running out of things to do by now and it's only the second hour of the day.

I have a few doctors appointments coming up soon too. Which is good considering I think I really need to get a CAT scan... My back and my stomach have been killing me lately to the point that it's difficult for me to move around. But I'm stubborn and I don't really want to go to the doctor.

This saturday it'll be a month for Jordan and I. Officially. Things are going great too. I never thought I'd be at this point in my life, because I never thought I'd win her. And all the lies, and all the bad stuff that has happaned in the past two years is like erased.. Which may be good or bad. She made up to me all the times that she hurt me and we're okay. We're better then okay. I never wanted to use the word perfect but that's where we are and I hope that this feeling never goes away, but i'm sure it will change but it'll always be there.. because i'm never letting go of this. ever.

I may be a fool.. But at least i'll admit it.

No school friday.. Thank god, it's only tuesday and it feels like it should be friday already.

Man.. i'm bored. =/

and paranoid now.

So I guess I'll go play some keyboarding games... lol.

Later :D

-jenny
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