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Thursday, June 17, 2010
Forget it.
This is why i never told you about my problems in the first place. You never answered my question and I know you think that our friendship wasn't worth the time, to be honest I don't know why it even existed. All you did was hurt me every time it came to an end, and no I'm not blaming you, I'm just saying. Whatever. I don't think you even know what Love is.
Sometimes I miss you. Other time I just wish I never met you. I don't know what to do anymore. 99% of the time you're all that's worth it.
I don't want to see him.. even if he has changed.. fear wracks through my body and my heart tries to find a way to slip out of my body, nothing in the world makes me more terrified then him. I'm not scared of him, so much as I'm afraid of what he could make me do to me..
And to think I never used to give a shit about myself.
Maybe someday we'll be strong enough to leave it all behind.
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