Sunday, November 14, 2010

   Time dies.
I guess I should feel bad that Myotaku is dead, and that there's no one left.. But honestly I don't even know the person who used to post here. I'm not that person anymore and I like it that way. Don't get me wrong I still miss the way somethings used to be, mostly the feelings but I'm alive now. I don't know. I always come back though every once in a while to check up on the people who do post here, to see who's still here. To see if anyone came back, but I'm never going to fully come back I don't think. It's to hard, it's not me. It reminds me of things I'd rather not think about.

I got accepted to the college that I wanted to go too. Jordan and I both did. Will room together until we have enough money to rent an apartment or something. I never thought my life would turn out this way.. I never thought it'd turn out the way I wanted it too. It's crazy. and to think I was so close to giving up, to killing my self off. She saved me.

I've wasted so much of my life trying to please other people, and now I'm finally doing something that has benefited me and I'm happy with that.. for 17 years I never thought I was worth it. I didn't think I was meant to be happy.

I'm done with all the lying.
I'm done with all the pain.

I realize I've lost a lot of people along the way but I guess I'm fine with that. I have all that I need.

and I guess I'm done ranting.

farewell myotaku. It was fun while it lasted and I made a lot of friendships.. a majority of which didn't last but what can you expect from the internet?

Till next time, if there is one.

-Jenny
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