Monday, February 21, 2011

maybe love requires walking through the fire
I'm sick. I hate having a fucking cold. I'd rather have anything else. I'm just wating to take some nyquil in a half an hour and then pass out.

We had a snow day. Thankfully. I slept the whole day anyways. I've had a mind splitting headache all day and It just started to go away but now I think it's back. Ughh. I just want to crawl back into bed and go to sleep again but i've slept almost all day and I just drank a cup of coffee. Why? I dunno.

But like beside that things are good. Despite my bitchy ranting on here. I just need somewhere you know? I can't say anything anywhere else because then my "family" starts to worry, and I don't need that. I don't need people to care about what I'm thinking.

I read something on facebook today that said you're supposed to wait 6 months after you get engaged to get married. I've been engaged for a year and 2 months. I haven't told anyone that before. I guess I'm afraid of the responses. But I've always known I'd marry her. As cliche as it sounds, but from the moment I met her. She is everything I want and love, and i've fought so long and hard for her that the rest of my life with her? Well... I guess that's my reward. I hate to say I deserve a reward. As long as I can keep her happy, then I'm happy.

I can't wait til' college when we can actually be open about our relationship. When we can finally live together. Things will be better then. He can't interven anymore because she'll finally be all mine.

Life works out in the end. It has to right?
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