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1987-08-06
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Female
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The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
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2004-06-26
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singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
Real Name
Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
Anime Fan Since
well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
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Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
just hazy thoughts...
well....time is driving me crazy...which each passing moment the guilt sinks lower and lower into my mind...thoughts that satisfy my heart yet break it at the same time...is this love an allusion?....sometimes i wonder...do i love for companionship? or do i love beacause i love...it is hard to determine....words are being spun and emotions are being torn and i am trapped in the middle looking for a way to break the bonds....i fear....i fear all that touches me...i fear the daylight for it means another day has passed....i loathe the night for that is when i wish to free but am held in captivity....some day....some day that love and sweet midnight air shall be mine for the taking...all will be right....it has to be....it is the only hope i cling to in this decaying world.....so corrupt are the times of now....so little light....people pull me telling me what i should believe....there she goes again....perhaps if i close my eyes and wish on the darkness it will rescue me and shelter me.....i shall have to close this entry for now....perhaps it shall be continued later on into the night....but then perhaps it shall not
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