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Friday, July 2, 2004

   *shrugs*
today was a pretty average day...i spent some time with my family...the only down side of today was i was sick the whole day...i am not so now but earlier it felt like hell was ravaging my body...here are some more of my lyrics...

"To Reachel (SAve Yourself)"
by amber sadoy March 29, 2004

You're speeding up the process
Spinning the hands around the clock
Stop...take a moment to breathe
Stop...You heart cannot take much more damage
Give it time to heal
Quit searching for the next
Your one and only will come along


Searching for some love
Finding none but its ashes
Showing affection
Receiving none in return
Desecrating your image
Respect becoming less
Save Yourself now, love
Save yourself for your godsend

Tears run from behind your eyes
Begging to break out
To flow freely
The pain it grips your heart
Squeezing harder with each beat
Just release the tension
Sacrifice the angst
Accept the reality that your time has yet to come

Searching for some love
Finding none but its ashes
Showing affection
Receiving none in return
Desecrating your image
Respect becoming less
Save yourself now, love
SAve yourself for your godsend

Seomeone is standing all alone
Focusing on the stars above
Attempting to shielf himself from heartbreak
Wondering when his true love will arrive
Someday your two strings will form in to a knot
So cease counting the ticks and the tocks
For when love takes a step in
time no longer exists

Search for some love
But dust away the ashes
Only show affection
When you receive some in return
Re build your image
REcollect your respect
And Save yourself now, love
Save yourself for your godsend

"Even In Death"
by amber Sadoy

These emotions cannot be true
Even though I died for you
You moved past my body
You arms they saught another

Grey is the land of now
Death was a price I paid
For a love that was never mine
Tears never slid on my face
For ice has made me stiff
Instead they flow from behind closed eyes
They are due to regret
For what I've done

These emotions cannot be true
Even though i died for you
You moved past my body
Your arms they saught another

I stare at the silver rays
Pausing to consider which way
The beams fade and grow distant
So it seems my decision has been made
You smile and embrace her heart
Leaving mine decaying in the dirt
But before you greedily snapped a piece off
chewed and then spit it back out

These emotions cannot be true
Even though I died for you
You moved past my body
Your arms they saught another

I bind myself to you now
My doom will be your curse
The pain you made me feel
Will come pack and hit you worse
Your nights shall be restless ones
For in your dreams i will lurk
Your life will be consumed by fear
Knowing that i am always near.

These emotions cannot be true
EVen though i died fo rou
You moved past my body
Your arms they saught another

"Death of the Demon"
by amber sadoy

Moonrays fall down and create a silver gleam
She smiles at her reflection
Midnight black hair and watery blue eyes
Covered in a crimson robe
It flows slowly making her weak, slowly absorbing her life

The time is arriving
Sin is standing at the door
the scene has been set
And the death of the demon shall commence

The knife drops and clatters to the ground
She is pushed back by the hands of the Reaper
Plummeting backwards into the liquid glass
Her gown of crimson slithers from her and overpowers the water
The moon cries and her light now falls onto the floating image

The time is arriving
Sin is standing at the door
The blade has been plunged
And the Death of the Deon is taking place

Her eyes have been glued shut
Her smile peeled off
Her skin freshly pale
The blushing rose on her cheeks has wilted
The crimson robe ceases flowing and all is silent and still
Her black stained heart beats no more

the time is arriving
Sin is standing at the door
The blood has been drained
And the death of the demon has ended
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