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1987-08-06
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Female
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The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
Member Since
2004-06-26
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singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
Real Name
Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
Anime Fan Since
well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
Favorite Anime
Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Thursday, July 8, 2004
Darker Days hath returned...
the summer sun has just been shrouded by my depression...i hate to say it but a blade running across her skin or mine is looking very promising to my eyes at the moment...I lie at the bottom of a well accompanied by my boyfriend...she stands above and vomits more crap into the whole...drowning and suffocating the relationship...and he vomits it up too...they are a team and i lie here trying to search for the exit...i am surrounded by stone...no way to climb out...must close my eyes and wish on the floating piece of a rotting eye...it alone may serve as my falling star...perhaps someday my real love will throw down a rope of some sort and pull me out and into his heavenly arms...someday...someday my dreams will be true...i will find my vampire prince and we shall go underground and live in darkness and meloncholy sorrow...loving the pitch black and the candlelit hallways embracing each other and becoming lost within one another's bodies...us alone will find the joy in broken lives and the beaty of a cryptic message scrawled within one another's skin by blades...then we shall bleed together...becoming unified and whole...my sweet nightmare return tome once more...i have started two new songs... one called "My Apology" and the other called "Not Wholely Devoted (To You)"...i have a plan...i could be breaking my boyfriend's heart...perhaps it is cheating perhaps it is not...i am meeting a man in the lanes of sliding and shattering...perhaps he can serve as my hope...if not i shall return as a recluse...
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