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• 2004-06-26
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• Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
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• well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
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• Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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• to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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• singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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• singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
lately things have been up and away it seems...these past few days have felt like a runaway dream...i have been in pain throughout the days as well...what is happening to my body?...is the emotional frustration forming into physical?...we shall see...today i was searching for a cloak and other clothes...i have of lately been lying out in the fresh grass staring at the moon and resting up against the trees...my relationship has begun to slowly climb its way back up...time will reveal our destiny...i should cease trying to predict what is around the corner...it always presents more problems than what is worth...i feel so cold right now...i want to escape to a grotto...perhaps to some cave...i need refuge...only in the night's folding arms am i truely in paradise...dissolving into the darkened skies...sinking into the moonbeams...forever in darkness...forever at peace...
I always wonder what will i become in life...i only wish to be known and loved by people worldwide...i want to be a singer more than i can express...i feel as if that is my only purpose in life...to sing and be heard...the stage...such a lovely place it is...the music is yours...yet you can never totally control it...it always manages to possess you and turn you into something other than what you are...the stage can bring you moments of happiness and leave you exasperated and breathless...i am sorry...i am doing it once again...rambling on into nothingness...i am sorry...i just feel so suppressed and alone on this hilltop...i want someone by my side...someone who will not betray my emotions...it seems there is this struggle that remains within my heart and mind...am i losing my mind...?...have i finally slipped into the watery depths of insanity...?...Farewell...
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