myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira

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• 1987-08-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
Member Since
• 2004-06-26
Occupation
• singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
Real Name
• Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae

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Achievements
• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
Anime Fan Since
• well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
Goals
• to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
Hobbies
• singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
Talents
• singing, writing,...i think that is it

myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira

Thursday, July 15, 2004

hmm...it appears my sister has some sort of sleeping disorder...she is at what they call a "sleep lab"...she is under observation and they are trying to get her sleeping habits back to normal...she can't sleep...period...she has tried this one pill that can knock out a horse but it had no effect upon her...she also tried ambien...a pill which she gave me some of...more than i should of so i could get that lovely feeling...ok...we were abusing the drug...but it was my only time...and now lately she has been onslaugted with these waves of exhaustion in which she will pass out right where she is...she passed out at the grocery store and hit her head and the ambulance had to come for her....dear i hope she is ok...what would i do without her?...she has offered so much hope to me...we have both had a crappy childhood...her more so than i...and she had some major issues and moved to Michigan to take care of them...i swear she is the most loving person i have ever known...she is sixteen years older than i...she wants to take me out of here and wants me to travel with her to italy, germany, canada, all over the place and she told me no matter what i will get my spot in the limelight...she ensured me that i would be a singer...she is friends with korn and adema...she knows all of these people and she is a goddess to me...last year i was a reck and tried killing myself more times than needed but when i went up to visit her my whole life seemingly changed...i can't dexcribe how she made me feel...and her friends...and her husband...they were all so loving and accepting...her in laws didn't know who i was and already they said i was a part of they're family...she offered me more insight and knowledge than any schoolteacher could have done...she has given so much to me...clothes...money...but anyways...i jsut hope that this problem will dissolve quickly...she doesn't deserve to suffer...she is attempting to gain custody of her daughter but i know the whole family is against it...they know the old her...i know the real her...i have tried explaining the saint she is but my family is set in their ways...unfortunately one of our family traits is our stubborness and in some cases it can create real problems...i cannot continue...i need to sleep
this is an old entry but the dream has made another appearance in my nightime theater...my dreams that is
some dreams should come true...
Recent dream that has visited me in my sleep....

I lie in a coffin...dead...lifeless...my love...a love who i have not met but who is of a godsend...long black hair and green eyes and pale skin lies on the top of the coffin putting his ear to the polished woodhis heart beats reverberating to the inside of the coffin slowly offering me life and breath...a tear slides from his face and into a crack falling onto my eye...my eyes flutter open and I feel the blood rushing through my body once more...he kisses the coffin and places his hand upon the wood...i feel the heat circulating from his hand and i lift my hand and place it onto the silk that surrounds me...i shift inside and tap the sides to let him know i am not dead...just frozen from heartless love...he backs away and lifts the lid and i step out only to fall into his arms buried in his hair...then he cuts his arm and makes me to drink his blood...then all goes black...and i awaken in a room a crimson room and he is there by my side...and then i awaken in my real room...i think my heart is lieing to me

i saw this quiz on Lestat's site and i could not resist taking it...hmm...it appears we have the same results

Congratulations, you are the Vampire Lestat, You
refuse to be quite when you want to speak, you
have to be heard, you have to complete your
dreams at the expense of others no matter the
cost, you protect the ones you love, you are
known to go into brief moments of laughter
where you can not help but laugh, And you are
refered to as the

Which Vampire are you from the Vampire Chronicles?
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