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• 1987-08-06
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• The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
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• 2004-06-26
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• singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
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• Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
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• well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
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• Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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• to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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• singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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• singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Friday, July 16, 2004
Correcting the errors of the past...
You are all indeed right...Hate truly is TOO strong of a word to describe my emotions towards my mother... we do have our "happy" moments...though they are few...i suppose the lighter times can break up some of the darker times...in any case if i want her to accept me than i must learn to accept her...i don't have to like what she does...but i have to take her for what she is...flaws and and all...my sister is doing well it turns out...that made me feel more content
i don't remember if i posted these or not ...i don't think so...so i will post them...
"Blood Lust"
by Amber Sadoy...May 18, 2004
All the silent images
Playing through my mind
Driving me off the edge
Off the fucking cliff
The match it lights a fire
Breaking up the dark
Killing the trust
Awakening the lust
I contain for you
I need you now
I need you dead
I want your blackening blood
Sanguine thirst
Fill me up
I want you fucking dead
Hands sliding down the body
Opening to ou
The sensual touches
While lying on your bed
the tender vein is calling
Waiting to decay
Sweet snap of the neck
Slurp of the lifeflow
Falling from your flesh
I need you now
I need you dead
I want your blackening blood
Sanguine thirst
Fill me now
I want you fucking dead
The desire is not away
For here i shall await
Await for the lamb to go astray
Silently I'm watching
Carefully I lie
Until the lovely innocence
The innocence be mine
also...here is an interesting conversation between my bandmates and I...then just the drummer and I...we were using a webcam so there are references to seeing things..is it obvious that i am bored?...
europa_nymph: hello
me_obscure: hi
europa_nymph: i don't see anything
europa_nymph:
europa_nymph: hehe...sorry
me_obscure: tis ok
me_obscure: so what u doin
europa_nymph: waiting for the webcam thingy
me_obscure: o
me_obscure: hmm
me_obscure: let me try again
me_obscure: k
europa_nymph: its working
me_obscure: i c
me_obscure: meet ur band
me_obscure: hehe
me_obscure: again
europa_nymph: lol
me_obscure: first off is henry the great
europa_nymph: hello
me_obscure: then its tony the wise
europa_nymph: *bows*...greetings oh wise one
me_obscure: lol
me_obscure: then its just me
europa_nymph: oh...i don't get to see you sergio?
me_obscure: then its Amber the intellect
europa_nymph: haha...funny
europa_nymph: hello sergio!!!
europa_nymph: and hello to your guitar...what are you playing?
me_obscure: haha hi
me_obscure: i dunno
me_obscure: just made somethin up
europa_nymph: cool
me_obscure: thats an interesting sn
europa_nymph: what?...europa nymph?
europa_nymph: or the other one
europa_nymph: ?
me_obscure: all of em actually
europa_nymph: lol...thank you.
me_obscure: your welcome
europa_nymph: so you guys are just jamming?
me_obscure: they jus came over
europa_nymph: wait...where are you guys?
europa_nymph: oh...your house
me_obscure: yeh
me_obscure: their jus playin my guitars
me_obscure: tony asked if he could strip for you
europa_nymph: lol...interesting...interesting
me_obscure: hahe
europa_nymph: but i don't have any dollar bills to put in his g-string
me_obscure: hes not goin to be wearing a g strign
me_obscure: lol
europa_nymph: lol...i'm not even going to ask
me_obscure: haha
me_obscure: so what u think of us
me_obscure: be honest
europa_nymph: i think you guys are awesome and really talented and i am honored to be with you guys in a band.
me_obscure:
me_obscure: thanks u
me_obscure: and we are honored for you bein our singer
europa_nymph: your welcome...and thank you!
me_obscure: ur welcome
europa_nymph: hold on...i need to go and down some more distasteful medicine
me_obscure: okay
europa_nymph: eww...my god that was disgusting...don't ever eat orange chicken after swallowing dayquil...it will make you really naseated
europa_nymph: hey...where did everybody go?
me_obscure: oh im sorry
me_obscure: ha i wont dont worry
me_obscure: they had to go
europa_nymph: oh well i guess i can't tell them goodbye then...lol...oh well
me_obscure: its okay...they told me to tell u obvua
europa_nymph: ditto
me_obscure: um...thanks?
europa_nymph: what is up with the questionmark?'
me_obscure: i dunno
me_obscure: i like the word ditto
europa_nymph: lol...yeah me too
me_obscure: wanna c someone beautiful?
europa_nymph: sure
me_obscure: okay
europa_nymph: you didn't tell me it was going to be scary...i've been blinded
me_obscure: pretty huh
me_obscure:
me_obscure: common Amber....
europa_nymph: where we going?
me_obscure: it is one of the most beautiful, most fascinating sights
me_obscure: haha
me_obscure: we're going to our dreams and beyond
europa_nymph: maybe to someone who hasn't seen a facein days
me_obscure: ive seen many faces
europa_nymph: yes...and mine is just another one in the stream of frightening ones
me_obscure: ur face is as beautiful as the northern lights lighting up the northern hemisphere
europa_nymph: i don't know about that
me_obscure: u should
europa_nymph: perhaps but i still don't
me_obscure: i know what u want
me_obscure: ive always known
me_obscure: known forever
europa_nymph: what?...hmm...i know too...i have always wanted ville valo
me_obscure: .......yeah...that too...........but how could u have always wanted him if u have not always known he exists
europa_nymph: hmm...well i have always something like him
me_obscure: wanted*
europa_nymph: yeah
me_obscure: someone*
me_obscure: he is not a thing
europa_nymph: oh yeah
me_obscure: u have someone that resembles the person...but not his personality
me_obscure: its whats within and u know it
me_obscure: so it will never work out
me_obscure: andu know it
me_obscure: ...im sorry
me_obscure: i gotta go dress up
europa_nymph: true and if his personality is as beautiful as his outer being then damn he is a god
me_obscure: i have to work
europa_nymph: oh ok...but first tell me...what did you think i have always wanted?
me_obscure: forget about it
europa_nymph: no ....please
me_obscure: i take my leave of u now
europa_nymph:
me_obscure: obvua
me_obscure: buh bye
me_obscure: take care
europa_nymph: farewell
the drummer makes me wonder...he is always bringing things up and then stopping in the middle of it and saying he is sorry for bringing it up...i know he used to like me...but i am not sure whether or not he still does...
Oh and thanks emilye for the e-mail...it brought smiles and laugter...and i haven't had those today... ^_^
sorry for the boring entry...i didnt' know what to say for once... Farewell all
~The Innocent Demon~
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