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1987-08-06
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Female
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The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
Member Since
2004-06-26
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singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
Real Name
Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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Achievements
Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
Anime Fan Since
well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
Favorite Anime
Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
We are through...i am sorry i could not love you...
I can feel it happening...We are going to crash...this fall is going to end with you and I in pieces...our song has played on too long...i'm tearing out the pages of our novel...you reach out and i pull away...you release the magic words from your mouth...but those three syllables have lost their fairy dust...no meaning lies behind them now...why are you so blind to what we have become...?...let us dance this last dance ...we are reaching our finale...the curtains are closing dear...take your bow before the applause has ceased...stand in your spotlight...i pray it becomes your cage...and I ...i shall fade into the background no longer visible to you...you shed tears but i smile in relief...the pain that i had was somehow passed onto you...i believe you loved me more than i could ever love you...but you never knew what real love was my sweet...someday you shall learn...someday you shall see...but i could not be your teacher i am afraid...i must leave you now...in this desolate hallway of bitter hate...soon your contempt for me will die and perhaps we shall return as friends...perhaps we will have a sequel...or perhaps we shall go where all dead letters go...farewell...my love...farewell...i wish you happiness and well being where ever you may roam...i shall miss...it is true...but i will not break...and i can wait and will not pass with the dieing day...so there you have it...the funeral is over...the tombstone shall remind you and i...you will meet another...far better than me...one who will understand you and love you in ways i could not...maybe i will have that joy...but than maybe i shall not...in either case i shall care eternal for you...whether you shed tears or rant curses upon my soul...Farewell...my love...once more...Farewell....
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