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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Breaking up is hard to do....
and so our time has ended as one...we are officially over...no longer bound as one...i am to wonder alone now...searching...hoping...waiting....i have forgotten what real love feels like...what it tastes like...am i living in a fairy tale?...am i praying for a love that can never be?...my heart keeps telling me to relax...but my mind tells me to hurt...to embrace the pain and make it my own...this whole night i have been scribbling different things on a paper...maybe i can work them into a song...point is i am the one who made the break of us...and i am the one crying...why?...did i make a mistake?...did my heart lie to me?...i thought i no longer loved him....if so then why do these tears stretch along my body...my heart bleeds rubies...my eyes bleed crystal...oh what formiddable gems i hold in my hands...hmm...this song by HIM completely describes the flag of love i am waving now...
"Heartache Every Moment"
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so worn
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment with you
That's right
...good night all...or good morning...however you wish...i just feel so alone...i want some sort of physical contact...a hug...an embrace...a hand reaching out..i tried looking to my mother for comfort but she just talked to him and consoled him...and left me there in the snow...freezing...abandoned...yet again...you were right...good things never last...maybe someday i will find something that will always last...yeah...someday...that love will be mine...just not now...i have always hated waiting...and i can no longer hate the pain...because i have become accustomed to it...well i said goodbye and i continued talking...sorry....
~The Innocent Demon~
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