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• 2004-06-26
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• singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
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• Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
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• well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
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• Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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• to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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• singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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• singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
Is that happiness knocking on my door...?...o_O
whew...finally some time to update and return to all of your sites...unfortunately i was unable to go to the Slant concert tonight...grr...oh well...there shall be others...hmm...what is happening...?...oh yes...sorry my memory has hit a fuzzy point for some reason...dear heavenly blood...my mother has just entered and has given me twenty minutes to do all of this...let me see how far i can get done with the task ahead of me...i have missed you all so much and i really hate it when i cannot go on and see how you all are doing...which i hope is wonderful...you all deserve the greatest of happiness in my opinion because you are all so kind and caring...^__^
well life has actually been pushing off of the charts of joy...this first week back has been tiring yet very enthralling...only downfall was my boyfriend and i had another fight...i pushed my foot down and am sticking to my guns...i have had enough of him...he hangs around the house...tries to win me back...but his attempts are not working...in any case i have finally been able to speak to this rather interesting character who sits beside me in beginning cooking...our teacher requested that we start the discussion going at our table since everyone was so shy and dead...well we started speaking to one another and found it quite hard to cease...of course we went off topic and started talking about our lives and things of that sort...he is a skater and is being sponsored by a local sport shop...he is in a band in which he plays guitar...his favorite bands are Smashing Pumpkins and Red Hot Chilli Peppers...sorry i am going on about him but i do believe that i have become smitten with him...one thing that grabbed my attention of him was his hands...now usually the things that catch me are the hair and the eyes...but not in this case...he truly has beautiful hands...he is well-rounded on many topics... oh...sorry yet again...i should stop before i bore you all to death...but isn't it a lovely feeling...?...the rush of the blood to your cheeks as the rapture of making that connection flows through you...?...now i look forward to school even more so...i hope this doesn't make me appear as one who just rebounds on the next thing that breathes...i really can't explain it...we all have those occurences where everything in the conversation just clicks...it is difficult to desist in speaking to one another because you are so anxious to discover more of the person...*sigh*...oh dear...it seems that i am falling into the heart...the overwhelming emotions are crushing me as i am crushing on him...i feel like a young child once again who contains puppy love...
the night was very peaceful tonight...after all was at rest in the house i snuck out and walked to the school and climbed the fence to get to the track field...i then climbed this elevated area and watched the stars...it was so enlivening...being up there alone...with no one to disturb me or tear apart my thoughts...i am thankful for this escape...while up there i did some writing and reflecting on life...
I can breathe in and not feel as if i am pulling in a heavy weight with it as well...i love this feeling...this joy is settling itself inside...nestling deep within...shall it remain...?...or shall it abandon me as it always seem to do...?...well perhaps the following weeks shall prove what Joy wishes to do...Thank you all for your kind and endearing words...*hugs everyone*...i appreciate it...you have all contributed to this feeling i now own...even when i had nothing but sadness you offered me what hope you could and that served as my guidance out of the abyss...Farewell all.
~The Innocent Demon~
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