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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

   another trip into my deranged life...enjoy yourself...


yes...they are among the best of the best through my musical eyes...

ok...i am really pissed now...i had this whole entry almost done and my damn computer just erased it all...that angers me...*kicks computer*...this has to be among one of the worst days of my life...now i must start from scratch all over again...grr...anger is pulsating through me at this very moment...

hmm...how did i start..?...ah yes...hell-o again all of my beloveds....how i have missed you so...i see you have returned to see how my life goes...?...i hope i do not disappoint you...



yes...they are an extremely awesome band...



some drama has arrived at my house now...my mother and my ex have ran into a little argument...he then called me and we got into a discussion on the position of our relationship..we were going to remain friends...but some days he wishes to be my friend...and other days he is not aware of my existance...he fed me a bunch of bull and we had our spat...in any case my mother has released me from my binds to him and has given me her blessing on seeing other people...*so angry because my earlier post was so much better*...so much i wish i could speak of on the manner of my relationship with my ex...he has given my nothing but lies...what i fell in lov with was a false image...and while on the phone he was acting aloof to the fact he had lied to me...so i slapped him across the face with his lies...finding no escape he shriveled up into a little ball of defense...but i pity him no longer...



as many of the locals know our small and almost lifeless city is expecting the opening of our new skatepark...the largest in our county...the city was hoping to have tony hawk here at the opening ceremony but he is committed to some other engagements which is understandable...i was casually speaking to my mother and i was telling her that they should get Bam...she has no clue of who he is but she said she would mention it to my uncle who is in charge of this whole project...i am going to be reporting on the opening for my school newspaper which means i could possibly interview the featured skater...and if it is Bam...well then i will be among the happiest in this world...





my dreams have frequently been visited by the image of my dear and loving crush...i wish to approach him and have this little friendship grow into something more...but right now i know he prefers to focus on his music more than girls...but i have no problem taking the backseat and letting his craft and art be his first priority...i find those that are dedicated to their passion are the most in tune to life and true living and loving...perhaps we shall see how things turn out...i am still letting this all float about within my mind...





oh and this is for Lintu...



see even ville valo appears feminine at times...like i mentioned earlier...but i still believe he is one of the most exquisite and breathtaking creatures that has been laid upon this earth...



This is my god...



last night was the local college night...upon our return to the school someone came across an injured infant back...it was trying to find its way around and crying out...people were gathering around and some idiots were yelling in its face at which point the poor creature would back up against the wall...i wanted nothing more than to take this miniscule angel home and care for him until his recovery...but alas my mother would not bend for this...she is not as fond of the creatures of the night as i am...i returned at third period where the baby had laid its body...but he was no where to be found...i pray that he is well and not lying in a waste-basket...i cried last night due to fear that the creature would die alone and unloved...i still hurt inside by not knowing how it is doing...





One last tribute to ville...





i should bring this down into a closing now...i have rambled on long enough...i have other things that must be tended to...hopefully later on within the night i will be allowed to visit your sites....here are the the following five love quotes...

16. 10 secrets of abundant love: The power of 1) thought, 2) respect, 3) Giving, 4) Friendship, 5) touch, 6) Letting Go, 7)communication, 8) Commitment, 9)Passion , and 10) Trust
17. “How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall from my eyes for someone who was never mine? Why is it that I miss someone I was never with? And I’ll ask why I love someone how was never mine…?
18. Love is like your favorite car: exciting when new; depressing when broken; boring when old and used. But in the end you’ll realize, “it’s a classic!”
19. Love is covered up with many intentions. Saying “I love you” is not enough if people meant it.
20. Never deny yourself the chance to love and be loved. It isn’t everyday that love comes to paint the most vibrant colors for your heart to enjoy. Feel cherished because you are.



Farewell all

~The Innocent Demon~
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