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• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
*sing*...Someday My Prince Will Come...
i am dreaduflly sorry my loves...i have just arrived at my house at this early morning time...i have not been here at all...i have been wishing and longing to visit your sites but after this entry i am going to fall into the arms of sleep...my body is extremely sore from this dance...granted this dance wasn nowhere near as good as the first one but still...i was able to place my eyes upon my beloved and we were able to become entwined with one another forming an abstract mold inspired by the pulsating movement...my heart longs to rest inside of his heart...but alas he has a girlfriend...a long distance yes...but a girlfriend none the less...he is no more than a year below my age but such an enticing creature and very invigorating...he makes me feel alive...he is always insane and rather spontaneous...and quite adorable...he is going to go to our school's winter formal and he believes i am cool and a talented singer...should i continue my pursuit on this love that should not be mine...?...i wish to dream of him tonight...*ssighs of hopeful thinking...my friend is dieing to bring us together as one...but then there is also another who has my eyes...only i am not on the same friendly plateau with him as i am with the other...we will call the first i discussed Stud...and the second...my Strumming Muse...hah...but the Strumming Muse and Stud are best friends and in the same band...ah see how evil i truely am...?...my weaknesses they all contain...placing me in a concert is not such a wonderful idea...when you place me there and the band is intense and they are truly into their music i become rather hot and bothered or the preferred term "turned on"...so i am left here to decide what to do...?...*shakes head...love is a mistrusting act...in any case the dance was rather eventful...i shall not lie when i am on the dance floor i shall not be shy...i used to be but now i am wide open...i will freak you all of the way down...shoot it might as well be a sexual act for me...i use all that the creators bestowed upon me...of course i am dancing with loved ones...friends...not family...so i have earned quite a reputation upon the dancefloor...i can go down the furthest and lean back and forward and pop up quickly with a spin...the guys seem to like it...as well as the girls...and i love it too...nice way to shape my legs out even more...oh but dear me...my mind continues to fall back upon Stud...anyways on about the dance...at first appearance i seem sweet and innocent...but as my friends now say once on the dance floor i become a sex-driven devil...not that any of you cared to know that...i wouldn't say sex-driven...just very into the whole drama of dancing...i know i majorly suprised one of my guy friends because he had no clue that i could move in those manners...he gave me a dollar which i placed within my brassier...yes that is my second wallet...it could have been taken as demeaning to me but he is just one of those guys that like to joke so i took no offense to his actions in any way...some of my friends were trying to use me to get the other people dancing...our dance was the battle of the sexes and we had to wear these things on our necks that are pink for girls and blue for boys...who ever collected the most would get in free to the next dance...i only wished to trade with one person...Stud...and we did...he has mine as i have his...the night ended rather abruptly at midnight i believe and my friends and i traveled onto the park...i was going to meander on home even though it is well past the curfew in our area...but Stud and his sister would not hear of it so they gave me a ride home and of course i was brightly luminous with joy...one wish...to make him mine...someday...someday my prince will come...
He is killing me with his seductive smiles...everyone believes he likes me because he always appears so excited when i am present...of course that could just be in a friendly manner...i pray it is something more...i must sleep...i have to hurry on to Bakersfield tomorrow and then onto another party...farewell all...i wish you eternal happiness within your dreams...ah...i shall be enduring My Sweetest Nightmare....
****Sleepless Dreamer****
aka
~The Innocent Demon~
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