Friday, October 8, 2004

   *insert clever title here*
shall be my last entry for some time due to my leave of absence when i shall be in vegas...

Listening to: Kampfende Pferde by The Protagonist
Wearing: faded blue tank top, olive green Tripp bondage pants, skull choker
Hair: rather unkempt and shaggy because i have just removed the HIM beanie i was wearing
Make-up: Mango lip gloss that tastes like orange cream...black eyeliner and black eyeshadow with burgandy sparkles...by MAC...black and burgandy chipped nailpolish



yes, i know rather unproductive beginning...*yawn*...still unlimitedly exhausted but i want to complete this entry and visit all of your sites...hopefully i can before hitting the floor...hmm... it has been a while since i have taken a survey...and i love them so much...you don't have to read it if it appears too long... i know they can get repetitive at times...sorry all...



oOo...the one all us girls should love...the perfect guy...^__-...alas this dream is beyond many of our reach...there is no perfect guy or girl...we all contain flaws...but love tends to cover them up and make them appear perfect...in some ways this is wonderful because we become so accepting of them but in other ways it is dangerous because we forget to notice the negative and harmful flaws...

The very detailed Perfect guy survey
Created by Jazzbunny and taken 1372 times on bzoink!
His Look:
Name:	Damien
Hair Colour:	Black or odd color
Hair Style (long, short, bowl cut, cornrows, etc) :	long or dreads or mohawk
Eye colour:	green
Age:	not too old not too young
Height:	5'8"
Size:	not sure...
Body build:	skinny with slight muscle
Ethnicity:	well i usually fall for white boys but ethnicity is no problem for me
Glasses?	depends
Piercings?	lip, eyebrow, ears
Chest hair?	eh...not so much
big ol booty? or no?	not flat but no bubble...just a little padding there
label	goth, punk
His Mind
in school?	deep intellect whos knowledge sometimes goes unnoticed
what does he want be/do when he grows up?	a musician, painter, writer psychologist or theologist
Can he speak another language, if yes what?	yes...his own language
Can he read music?	yes
Can he read guitar tabs?	yes
Can he play guitar?	yes
piano?	yes
the drums?	yes
some other instrument?	yes
Can he write music?	yes
Will he write songs about you?	yes
Will he write poems about you?	yes
Will he be artistic in some way?	yes!!!!
Will he "blind you with science?"	*blush*...yes
His Style
Party hopper or stay at home?	party but with dignity
Straight A student of Drop out?	fluctuates
Does he have a best friend?	yes
is it you?	no
Is he straight or bi?	straight...i don't want competition from both sexes
Religious? what type?	unsure or trying to discover
Virgin? till marriage or till "the rite time"?	hmm...till the right time i would suppose
Should he be able to bake or cook?	it would be nice but if not we could have fun learning together
Is it okay for him to have a lot of gal pals?	sure...as long as they don't get touchy feely
Out-going or shy?:	shy in his own way but once in comfort zone very out going and out spoken
Should he watch chick-flicks?:	from time to time
Would he be a smoker?:	no
drinking?:	casual drinking...not getting wasted every night
cursing?	doesn't bug me...except when fuck escapes his lips every three seconds
does he play football(US)?	eh...no
soccer?	sure
baseball?	no
basketball?	no
rugby?	no
golf?	no
does he drag race?	yes
does he have a "pimped up" ride?	*rolls eyes*...no...we travel by motorcycle, bike, skateboard, or meer feet
Can he surf?	yes
skateboard?	yes
snowboard?	not much snow around where we live so we'll just roll down the hills instead
Would he have an accent?	preferably yes
Anything else?	hmmm...
You and Him *last part!*
Does he kiss on the first date?:	yes but he graciously asks if he may rest his lips upon mine as a sign of endearing affection
Where does he take you?	to a forest or for a walk in some place where you can see the stars
Does he pay?	i pay for him...he pays for me
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?	of course...that is my favorite pasttime
Would he use endearments?	awww...yes
Would you hold hands?	of course
Would you ever stay the nite at his place?	sure
Would he give you flowers/candy or a big expensive gift.	just simple tokens of love...a picture that reminded him of me...an autumn leaf...a drawing or something he wrote or created himself...
Would he walk you to your door at the end o the nite?	yes...unless i am dropping him off
How would he propose?	we would be walking in the old cemetary or exploring the catacombs and he would pull me near a willow tree , he would sing in my ear a song ending in marry me
Lastly, after you meet, get hitched, etc. What do u name your kids?	Jade and Echo and Demetri
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hah...another one where you shall discover more about me...i wouldn't be surprised if you knew the answers already...lol...

Everything About You Survey
Created by Crimsontear and taken 5020 times on bzoink!
Personal Information
First Name//	Amber
Age//	17
Gender//	Female
Nickname(s)//	The Innocent Demon...Ambri...Sexy...Fae-Fae...Carrot Juice
Hair Color//	Red
Hair Style//	Short...longer bangs that i wear sideswept over eyes...kinda like the emo and indie rockers
Eye Color//	green-hazel
What is your favorite
Color//	red and black, purple and green
Game//	Legacy of Kain for some reason
Song//	god too many to choose from
Music Video//	yet again too many to choose from
Animal//	cats and bats
Sport//	hockey, skating, skateboarding, soccer, motorcross
Country//	hmmm...not sure at the moment
Movie//	Edward Scissorhands and Nightmare Before Christmas and the silent film of Phantom of the Opera, Interview with a vampire, and Queen of the Damned
Food//	long rice and chicken and chicken nuggets!!!
Friends
Best//	Rachel and Cassie
Funniest//	hmm...
Coolest//	Tomas and Zori
Sweetest//	Charlegne
Kindest//	Maggie...?...
Annoyingest//	none
Dullest//	hmm...
Stupidest//	none really
Most Intelligent//	hmmm...
Athletic//	are any of us athletes???..oh Ryan
Relationships
Boy(Girl)friend//	single
Are you in love right now//	i think i am on my way in that direction
Do you have a crush//	most definitely
Do you have a stalker//	lol...yes i do...
Do you miss someone right now//	all the time
What do you do
At school//	act insane...argue with Dieri...complete my assignments
At home//	comp...write...sing...tv...x-box...or just think
Outside//	lie on the grass...stare at the stars...walk...dance...so many things
When you first wake up//	stretch and think of what i have to do
What _____do you hate
Food//	ewww....um that would be celery...
Color//	not sure....
Hair color//	brass
Tv show//	hmmm...there are a lot
Clothing style//	where the chicks are hanging out of their clothes...do any of you have dignity...???...well some of you do i know
Movie//	Exorcist 2...no not the new one it is an older one
Emotions Right Now
Are You Happy Right Now//	no
Sad//	somewhat
Grumpy//	eh...kinda
Annoyed//	yes
Angry//	no
Sick//	extremely so
Lonely//	*sigh*....yes..*looks down and removes the falling tear from face
Bored//	no
Have you ever
Made your own religion//	lol...yes
Written backwards//	yeah i went through a stage where all of my poems were written backwards
Written your own magazine//	hmmm...no
Drawn art//	i attempted to but it came out crappy
Got angry with a game//	lol...all of the time
Played Lacrosse//	never but i want to
Broken a bone//	never
Dyed your hair//	yes
Put in contacts for no reason//	nope
Swam alone//	yes...ooo i am gonna die...lol
Things that come to mind when you read...
Intelligentence//	Perceptive
Stupidity//	Closed Minds
Depress//	Pain, abuse
Blood//	yummy!!!...lust...a beautiful thing when falling from one's own flesh...but an unnecessary risk
Blue//	cascadeing
Gray//	suffocation
Sword//	twist
Golf//	tiger woods
Soccer//	zac
Yellow//	hatred
Socks//	imagination
Ribbon//	accesory
Random Questions
Play Sports, if so, what ones//	none whatsoever
Have a lot of friends//	yes
Write good//	according to everyone else yes
Eat a lot//	not really
Like the day Friday//	very much so
Like the month December//	eh....so so
Do you(or are you)
(DY)Give good advice//	yes i think so
(DY)Talk crap//	there are times when i catch myself doing so but i try not to
(DY)Play a lot of games//	no
(DY)Wear hats//	why yes i do
(DY)Like to be outside//	yed indeed
(AY) Always mad//	no
(AY) Always happy//	hah...no
(AY) A good friend//	i try to be
This or that (Last questions)
Night or day//	Night
Snow or Rain//	Rain
Stars or the Moon//	Stars
Ocean or Pool//	Ocean
Boat or Plane//	Plane
Books or Magazines//	books
Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//	Yu-Gi-Oh
Blonde or Black Hair//	Black
Green or Blue Eyes//	Green
Pants or Shorts//	pants...shorts with tattered nylons
Pop or Rock//	Rock
Punk or Emo//	Punk
Tatoos or Piercings//	Piercings
Necklace or Ring//	necklace
Clouds or No Clouds//	clouds
Art or Literature//	Literature and art
Jeans or Baggy Pants//	jeans
Singing or Dancing//	Singing
March or May//	May
Halloween or Christmas//	Halloween
Coke or Pepsi//	Pepsi
Hug or Kiss//	Hug with everyone...kiss from my strumming muse or The Dragon's Spike
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I think i must head off into the distant of my bed for now...hmm...i will visit a few sites now and then lay down my pain...i hope you like this new song...the one prior to this one was "Love Song" By The Cure and this one is "Breathe No More" by Evanesance...i believe i spelled that wrong...but i am too tired to really be bothered by my grammar and spelling...*yawn*...Farewell all...

~The Innocent Demon~
in a few minutes i will be the
~Sleepless Dreamer~



look...in honor of my bats Battie and Kohaku!!!



Plus before i exit a picture by Amy Brown which i find fascinatingly beautiful...




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