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• 1987-08-06
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• The city of lost angels..a,k.a. Los Angeles
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• 2004-06-26
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• singer/ writer/ student/vampire/old age goth/witch
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• Amber but you can call me Fae-Fae
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• Choir Awards, Singing Awards, Poetry Awards...too many to list, Honor Roll my whole life
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• well...since eighth grade but my newfound friends in p.e. got me more into it
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• Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Witch Hunter Robin, Chobits, Yuyu Hakasho, Tenchi Muyo, Ruroini Kenshin...i know i spelled some of those wrong
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• to become a singer, study in Italy, find my true vampire love...already attained, to master my craft of magic
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• singing, being different, daydreaming, writing, dieing, bleeding from sel-inflicted wounds, crying, hurting, mentally breaking down, hating, loving everything but myself, ridiculing myself, drinking blood, casting spells, and learning about Wicca
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• singing, writing,...i think that is it
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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
death...why hast thou forsaken me?
Have you ever had a numbness within your entire body...?...where you cannot think straight...you cannot feel the blood flowing...you cannot feel warmth nor cold...words just float past you...never once being absorbed into your mind...the only feeling is that heavy heavy...reverberating pain in your heart...cracking your throat....causing you to choke...causing the tears to flow...they never stop...never...I am sorry...I have just been placed upon the very threshold of disaster...my one twin soul...my hero and my everything...my sister...yes my sister...she may be dieing...cancer is claiming her life...and she may not win this battle..."Be Strong for her"...don't cry...wow...yes i shall just stand here and smile...wave...smile...look pretty...all is well...*gasp*...i cannot breathe straight...I shall not hear from her until tomorrow afternoon...I hope i can find a foothold and gather some strength so i can endure such long hours...for now i must break...i must shatter and fall to pieces...for if i do not I shall harden and become frozen and heartless...i must let my walls fall and then rebuild them and pray that the defense holds up longer...i am sorry...i am away for so long not visiting and now i arrive with this in a basket...i just had to release...i want to stay...i want to speak...but i cannot...i just cannot...i have to sit here...i have to just breathe...and leave...or stare at the stars and mute the voice of my mother telling me this isn't happening...Farewell my beloveds...
~The Innocent Demon~
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