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myOtaku.com: Fae Tsukiakira
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Friday, August 26, 2005
Love forlorn...
| Much has occured within these past two weeks...My boyfriend is no longer here with me in L.A...He was a run away and I let him live with me...Now his parents have removed him from my life and taken him back and brought my mother and I to court...Thankfully we won, but still no contact with my beloved..just a message I received nearly five days ago...So I am to continue on for 53 more days...Living in a large vast city unknown to all and left to fend and care for herself...He was my rock in life...He took care of me...Now I understand why dependency is a sin...for once your support is stripped from you you fall into the abyss and left confused on what move to make next...I have been gathering some strength over the past few days learning to care for myself without him there...and I am so happy he shall soon be eighteen...still this empty lot in my life continues to grow...Walking into my bedroom and lieing upon the bed that we shared together is painful...i have resorted to sleeping in the living room...I just hope...I pray that he shall return and that I have not been led into a delusional wish... |
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