Hello everone! It's christmas, as you all know. And I just wanted to wish you all a marry one! lol...below is actuaily, a chain mail that I got. However, it's cool, so I filled it out, and put it on here. Feal free to do the same if you would like, but there is no bad luck if you don't! lol...It does kinda tell you how this holiday was for me...and just about how this year was all around. Feal free to comment, but don't spend to much time here...i'm shure u have familys to attend to. ^_^
marry christmas!
Here's a summary of the year. Change the answers to suit yourself and
forward it to your friends!
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
...It's kinda persional...only a few ppl actuaily know...but i can say that it's chainged my life for the best! ^_^
2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next
year? :
I did keep it! ^_^ =does silly dance=, and i do plan on makeing one for this year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?:
omg...my aunt lisa! i even drew a picture of a baby girl angle b4 i even knew what kind of baby she was haveing...and it turned out to be a girl! lol
4. Did anyone close to you die?:
*tear* one of my best friends died a bit ago...her name was Jessica Sylstra. i also lost someone i knew on line...eric...and a very nice man who i would always chat with at my church. It's hard, but it happenes. you just have to move on...
5. What countries did you visit?:
...born is the us...still in the us...but i want to go to iraland, englind, and australia...^_^ love those rues. lol...(hope u don't take offense! :p)
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?:
I'd like to get to know my bio father...
7. What dates from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory:
12-24-05 I got the best eirly christmas presents in the world...first of all...a friend of the familys came up with some things that were made for me. you see...i'm mostly native american...but i'm not registered...and i didn't know how. but last night, she tould me that some people from the tirbe were gona get intouch with me and that they would help me learn about my hearatige...and that's not all...lol...after words...we went to a local place that sells art. i was looking around...and i found alot of my art! ^_^ then, i was handed an art scholarship for ferro school of fine arts! So needless to say, i'm very happy! ^_^
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?:
...it's kinda persiona...=referse to #1=
9. What was your biggest failure?:
...not going to visit Jessie S. when she was dieing in the hospital...It's also my biggest regreat...i keept telling my self that she would be just fine...-_-, i miss her...
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?:
um...i've got a nagging cough...that's about it thought
11. What was the best thing you bought?
um...i went on a shopeing spree at a pow-wow...almost $200 there...lol
2. Whose behaviour merited celebration?:
...my mom's...she's a very strong persion...
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?:
My fathers...
14. Where did most of your money go?:
lol...into stuff for other ppl...now, things that i got for my self...proably native american stuff, and my snow ball dress! (but...i didn't buy my snow ball dress to be honest...my bf did! ^_^)
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?:
the scholarship and the papers
16. What songs will always remind you of 2005?:
um...bullavard of brocken dreams by greenday
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Sadder or happier: Much happier
Richer or poorer: About the same
Fatter or thinner: -_- fatter...i gained 10 pounds...but then again...i grew 2 inches lol
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?:
music, art, that stuff...spending more time with frineds and family mainly
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?:
um...i don't think that there is ne thing that i would've done less...
20. How will you be spending Christmas?:
lol...do u realy want to know?¿?
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?:
...i'm still trying to figure out just what love is...
23. How many one night stands?:
0_o one night stands...my bf would kill me
24. What were your favourite TV programmes?:
um...grase anatamy, 2 1/2 men, bostin legail, csi, and desprit house wifes
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?:
my father...but i hated him this time last year too...O_o
26. What was the best book you read?:
hhmmm...let me thing...i read a lot of books this year...this could take a while...
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?:
That with nice fast internet (oooh how shiney) you can download a
single song in thirty seconds! =brags some more= (lol, that was superdude's answer...but it's the best ever! :-p)
28. What did you want and get?:
|-X not telling...;p
29. What did you want and not get?:
um...a cell phong -_- 16, and no phone...it's a crime i tell ya...
30. What was your favourite film of this year?:
o, o, o, the cronicales of narnia, the loin the witch and the wordrobe...that's it! that's the best book i read this year...that or my proud collection of stephen king books! :p
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?:
16...it was the worst bday ever...i was still in foster care...so i didn't get to c my family...*tear*
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?:
art'sy lol...i make my own fashion ^_~
34. What kept you sane?:
Skye Smith! she's one of my best friends...her and Jessie Bierly! :-p
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?:
*blushes* um...um...um... =runs away because u'll think she's silly=
36. What political issue stirred you the most?:
The war in Iraque...i just don't know if it's right...
37. Who did you miss?:
right now? jessie, rin, heather, corrie, aaron, danyelle, mitch, wes, mat...all ppl from my last school T_T
38. Who was the best new person you met?:
um...c #37 lol
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005:
That you should never label anyone... Just think of people as people
and leave it at that. Also, there are some things you just have to do.
And, if you know why a person does something, you can react much
better to anything they do. And stuff. (superdude's answer...very good, so i left it up)
(my answer) <> As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
<> wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
<> You will have your heart broken probably more than
<> once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts
<> too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
<> You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new
<> love for things an old one did. You'll cry because
<> time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose
<> someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too
<> much, and love like you've never been hurt because
<> every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
<> happiness you'll never get back.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
i walk a lonly road, the only road that i have ever known, don't know where it goes, but it's only me and i walk alone. (it don't realy apply any more...but that's preaty much how it was for most of the year)
merry christmas everyone.
love
__~*~Jamie Leigh~*~__
^_^ hey all it's me again! lol...just bringing you another chapter in my wonderfull little fanfic lol...i have to make this quick though...because i have to clean my room then @_@ o well hope you all like it ^_^
CHAPTER 20
-THE HUNT BEGENES!-
Jalie: Rin, ok...so where is he then?
Rin: i can't explain it...i just know where he is
Akayo: ok beo, then lead the way...i'll fallow you!
Rin: no...this is something that i have to do my self...he is expecting me to bring people...i can't do that...he'll kill Yuri if i do!
Jalie: Rin, are you shure?
Rin: yes, this is something that i, and i alone must do...
Akayo: Y DOES IT HAVE TO BE JUST YOU?!?!?!?!?!? Rin, *grabs him*...i can't let you do this ur self!
Rin: you have no choice! -he disapears-
Akayo: RIN!!
Jalie: Akayo, u have to let him go...we can't fallow him...he know's what he is doing!
-Rin finds himself in a completly dark area...he can't even tell where he is-
Rin: SHOW YOUR SELF!!!!!!!
AntiRin: *laughing* so, u decided to come alone...that's funny!
Rin: stop playing games...SHOW UR SELF!!! i've come to get my child and my wife back!
AnitRin: u mean ur son and ur girlfriend back?
Rin: we're gona get marryed...and the child isn't even born yet!
AnitRin: are you so shure about that?
Rin: STOP PLAYING GAMES!!!
AnitRin: what are you afraid of? u know you can't beet me!
Rin: o i will...I JUST HAVE TO FIND YOU FIRST!!!!!!!!!
AnitRin: fine -a blinding light fills the area- THEN LETS DO THIS RIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rin jumps after him and tackels him to the ground: i will get them back!
AntiRin: if you want them back, u have to do what you fear the most!
Rin: F*** you! -he jumps up and kicks him in the stomach-
AntiRin: do you realy think that hurt?...after all, i'm not realy here! -he faids into the light-
Rin: where are you!!!!!!!!
AnitRin: i'm right here! -he bashes Rin in the stomach-
Rin with blood comeing out of his mouth: Your right...i do have to face what i fear the most...AND THAT AINT YOU...it's me...it's my fear!
a bright light came all around Rin lighting the intire area
AntiRin: that won't work! i'm not here...REMEMBER?
Rin: i don't need to see you to get my Yuri back
AntiRin: wait...what are you doing?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *he is starting to become visibal again*
Rin smileing: i'm faceing what i fear most...i'm faceing my dark side...i can control it now...
AntiRin: you bluff! i am a new person...YOU CAN'T CONTROL ME!!!!!! *he charges at Rin*
Rin: no...*he held out his hand right infrount of AntiRin's head*...i can! and i can take care of all of this too!
AntiRin: AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *AntiRin starts to move closser in a faiding way...he faids into Rin!*
Rin breathing heavely: now i just have to face my self...
Rin flys off with his dark side in him again to find Yuri
^_^ so there u go
lol
i hope you all liked it! lol
I have to write more of this! lol...For any one who has been reading this fanfic sence it started...u all know that I love to write 3 or 4 chapters ahead...and then put them in one at a time...lol...but i only have 2 chapters ahead of this one so far...*tear* i need to stop slacking
lol
so...today i'm gona go out to get a tree for christmass...always fun @_@ ...and then i have to finish my room....i need to have it clean if i'm gona go with Rory tomaro morning! ^_^ but other then that...nothing much is going on...well...except for the every day shoping thing...i'm so far behind...@_@
any way...i'm gona put up a pic here for you all...hhmmmmm....which one?¿?
o...this one
^_^ back by popular demand...it's my fanfic! lol...o, and i baught wolf's rain today! ^_^ i may put that on here some time...u never know ^_~
CHAPTER 20
-THE HUNT BEGENES!-
Jalie: Rin, ok...so where is he then?
Rin: i can't explain it...i just know where he is
Akayo: ok beo, then lead the way...i'll fallow you!
Rin: no...this is something that i have to do my self...he is expecting me to bring people...i can't do that...he'll kill Yuri if i do!
Jalie: Rin, are you shure?
Rin: yes, this is something that i, and i alone must do...
Akayo: Y DOES IT HAVE TO BE JUST YOU?!?!?!?!?!? Rin, *grabs him*...i can't let you do this ur self!
Rin: you have no choice! -he disapears-
Akayo: RIN!!
Jalie: Akayo, u have to let him go...we can't fallow him...he know's what he is doing!
-Rin finds himself in a completly dark area...he can't even tell where he is-
Rin: SHOW YOUR SELF!!!!!!!
AntiRin: *laughing* so, u decided to come alone...that's funny!
Rin: stop playing games...SHOW UR SELF!!! i've come to get my child and my wife back!
AnitRin: u mean ur son and ur girlfriend back?
Rin: we're gona get marryed...and the child isn't even born yet!
AnitRin: are you so shure about that?
Rin: STOP PLAYING GAMES!!!
AnitRin: what are you afraid of? u know you can't beet me!
Rin: o i will...I JUST HAVE TO FIND YOU FIRST!!!!!!!!!
AnitRin: fine -a blinding light fills the area- THEN LETS DO THIS RIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rin jumps after him and tackels him to the ground: i will get them back!
AntiRin: if you want them back, u have to do what you fear the most!
Rin: F*** you! -he jumps up and kicks him in the stomach-
AntiRin: do you realy think that hurt?...after all, i'm not realy here! -he faids into the light-
Rin: where are you!!!!!!!!
AnitRin: i'm right here! -he bashes Rin in the stomach-
Rin with blood comeing out of his mouth: Your right...i do have to face what i fear the most...AND THAT AINT YOU...it's me...it's my fear!
a bright light came all around Rin lighting the intire area
AntiRin: that won't work! i'm not here...REMEMBER?
Rin: i don't need to see you to get my Yuri back
AntiRin: wait...what are you doing?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? *he is starting to become visibal again*
Rin smileing: i'm faceing what i fear most...i'm faceing my dark side...i can control it now...
AntiRin: you bluff! i am a new person...YOU CAN'T CONTROL ME!!!!!! *he charges at Rin*
Rin: no...*he held out his hand right infrount of AntiRin's head*...i can! and i can take care of all of this too!
AntiRin: AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *AntiRin starts to move closser in a faiding way...he faids into Rin!*
Rin breathing heavely: now i just have to face my self...
Rin flys off with his dark side in him again to find Yuri
Sorry that i haven't been on much...*sigh*
CHAPTER 19
Rin: YURI!!!!!!!!!!
Akayo: Rin, get a hold of your self!
Rin: HOW AM I SUPOSTA DO THAT? HE, I MEAN ME, I MEAN THAT THING, JUST TOOK AWAY MY WIFE AND MY BABY!!!!!
Jalie: We'll get them back Rin.
Rin: o? and how do we do that? HE DISAPERED INTO THIN AIR JAILE! *he starts to cry* their gohn...their gohn...WHERE DID YOUI TAKE THEM?...YURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...i need you...i can't live without you...
Jalie: and you will have them.
Akayo to Jalie quietly: just how are we gona get them back?
Jalie: Rin, he was once part of you...only you can find him...
Rin: i can't...I CAN'T!
Jalie: YOU CAN! and you must...for Yuri...and your child...
Rin: JUST HOW AM I SUPOSTA DO THAT JALIE?
Jalie: you must look inside ur self...
Rin: THAT WON'T GET YURI BACK
Jalie: THAT THING IS STILL PART OF YOU...UR STILL CONNECTED...UR THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD FIND HIM!!!! RIN *grabes hhis arm* THINK HARD!
Rin: *closes his eyes* I CAN'T
Jalie: YOU CAN...AND YOU MUST...DO IT RIN!!! FIND THAT MONSTER
Rin with tears streaming from his face: I CAN'T I CAN'T...DON'T U UNDERSTAND ME I CAN'T!!!
almost instiantly the tears stop and Rin's face is blank
Akayo: Rin? Jalie...what is going on?
Jalie: He is looking for him...give it time *she lossenes her grip on Rins arm...and then lets him go*
Rin is standing there with a dazed look on his face...and with no worning what so ever, he falles to the ground
ok...i know it's been quite a bit sence i was last on here...lol...so here is chapter 18 ^_^
CHAPTER 18-the AnitRin-
-were back at the base-
Unka: when is Jalie and Akayo comeing back?...i have to train again.
Ukavo: u could always train by ur self for a bit.
Unka: forget that...i'll just wait till they come back
Ukavo: but don't u think that jalie will be happy if u were more advansed bafore she got back
Unka: ya...i gess so...but i have no clue how to do it my self
Ukavo: just think about what u do when ur training with jalie and akayo!
over to jalie and akayo
jalie: mom...we must get going!
Tanie: i know...please...take Fitulla with u...maybe then she will get disaplin!
Jalie: *nods her head*
Jalie: *goes outside* FITULLA
Fitulla: who are u and what do u want?
Jalie:well...i'm jalie...
Fitulla: jalie?...my sister's name was jalie
Jalie: yup...that's me
Fitulla: great!!!! that means that u could train me!!!
Jalie: hold up...i'll take u...but u, must learn on ur own...u will thank me!
Akayo: *comes out*...jalie...we don't have much time!
Jalie: i know...we must get back!
jalie grabs up fitulla and they fly off into the sky
-back to the base-
-Rin is talking to Yuri-
Rin: the baby will be the best!
Yuri: i know Rin!
Rin: then y r u so worried?
Yuri: i don't know y...i just have this fealing
Rin: i...
just then someone burst through the wall
Rin: who r u? show ur self!!!
persion: don't u recognise me Rin?...it's me...or rather...it's u!!!
Rin: what are you talking about?
AntiRin: when u got rid of ur demon side...WHERE DID U THINK IT WOULD GO?...hopefully not to just faid away...like a flaim or a light...I BURN MUCH BRIGHTER THEN THAT...and that baby...also burns bright...the baby is just as much mine as it is yours...so i will take it! *he charges at the Yuri and grabs her* Don't even think about fallowing me unless u want to die! *He and Yuri disapear*
*sigh*
Well, I gess I should up date, after all, you all have no idea how i'm doing right now...Not much good has been going on right now, wait, I can't say that...I have a new boyfriend! He is awesome! We've been friends for a long time, and we're figureing out that maybe there is more to us then just friends. So that's realy great! The bad part started on wednesday. I had to go in for surgery. I had a moll cut off a bit ago, (I had that in here) And when the results came back, it said that I had A typical cancer cells there. So Wednesday, They cut into my back to see where it all was. The sampels were sent in for a biopsey. I have stiches going down my back, and they hurt like crazy because the meds they have me on for the pain might as well be plasebos. But o well. Nothing I can do about it now. Today is the compation...and I haven't tould my bad directer about the surgery because he would let me march then. This is the biggest compation ever, because for the past 20years it has been heald in williamsport, and now it is at berwick! so I'm realy happy! I can't beleave that such an event is going on at out school! So needless to say, I want to do it, despite the pain!...ne way, I'm done for now, so here is a puzzle! have fun! ^_~
CHAPTER 17-the trouth about Jalie's future-
Jalie: what dangers lie before me?
Akayo puts his hands on Jalie's back
Tanie: You have barly begon to even meet your foes...let alone to fite them...they will come in all shapes and sizes...and none shale even know what i happening till it is truely to late!
Jalie: well, that is all well and good...but who are these people?
Tanie: not even i know who they are...or who the work for...they have different masteres...and different goals...not all of them will appear evil...that is...till it's to late! keep an eye out for everyone...even people who you think are your friends! *looks at Akayo*
Jalie: DON'T YOU EVERY SAY ANYTHING LIKE THAT ABOUT AKAYO!!!
Tanie: DON'T BE FOLISH!!! everyone has evil in them...everyone!
Jalie: i'ver heard enough! Akayo...lets go
Akayo: no...wait, there is trouth to what she says
Jalie: what?!?!? what are you saying?
Akayo: she's right...everyone has evil in them...even me *looks down to the floor*
Jalie: *starts crying* why are you saying this?
Akayo: BECAUSE IT'S THE TROUTH!!! Jalie...i'm mostly a demon...you have yet to see this come out...but there have been times in which i couldn't control it...and peole say things about me that i never ment them to see.
Tanie: i can sense that you can control it with this love in your heart for my daughter...your not alone! just because there is evil...dosn't mean that it is the bigest part of you!
Jalie:o...so now ur one to say he's good?
Tanie: i never said he was bad
Akayo: Jalie...it will be ok...you have me...and i have you!
Jalie: *hugs him* i know...i'm just scard.
Tanie: fear...can be a great wepon
Jalie: *looks up* what do you mean?
Tanie: think about it...when you fear that you may lose...or that someone elts may be hurt...your stranth increases greatly!
Jalie:ya...i have notised that! *hears something in the kitchen* what was that?
Tanie:o...that was just probable Bento
Jalie: Bento?
Tanie:um...yes, well...after Batanie died...i met Hilakeat...and well, Bento happened...you also have a step sister...so to speak...her name is Fintulla, she's proably out looking for trouble...she's alot like you!
Jalie: so your saying that i have a brother and a sister?
Tanie: yes...and unlike the 'other brother' that u thought u had...these are closer...and have good soles
Jalie: so what do you want me to do?
Tanie: well...Fitulla is your age...five days yunger to be exact!...but bento is only eight!
Jalie: so...dose Fitulla have any powers?
Tanie: she says no to me...but if u were to ask anyone elts around here...they'd sware that they saw and angle one moment...and then Fitulla the next
Jalie:...so she is like us!
Tanie: so she is like you...and yes...she may go with you.
Jalie: how did u know that i was gona ask that?
Tanie: *smiles*...i'm a mom!
^_^ I just wanted to thank you all! I've only been getting good info back from all of you! Thank you all so much! *bows* I know that I haven't been the greatest host, but you'r all so understanding! ^_^ You'r all so great! thanks again!
~*~Jamie~*~
^_^
hi...I just wanted to say sorry about my last post!
it was kinda bad...because i have a realy bad problem with getting to other ppl's sites...so i have no room to complain...how can i expect other ppl to go to my site when i don't go to theirs...*sigh* please forgive me!
i sill love you all!
^_^
talk to you latter
*hugs you all*
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
ok...i get it
Ok, so I'm starting to get the hint...because no one ever comments on my site ne more. There is like 20 new visits every day, and yet no comments. Could someone please explain this to me?
o, I've got it, you all hate me!!!!!!!!!
*sobs* what did i do to deserve this?
lol
but no realy, comment...because i don't think that ne one even likes my site. If this is the case, i'm just gona deleate this account. All I'm asking for is one f'n comment...then i'll be happy...just show that u love me....................... Comments (5) |
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
sorry...
I's sorry, I gess yesterdays post was kinda long...I still would like to know whick color would be easer to read though...I have them down below in yesterdays post...just put in the number that u can read best! lol...thanks! Comments (0) |
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Marry Christmas! 
^_^ hey all it's me again! lol...just bringing you another chapter in my wonderfull little fanfic lol...i have to make this quick though...because i have to clean my room then @_@ o well hope you all like it ^_^ 
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