Sunday, July 25, 2004

"Sitting here ~ Deprived~ "
Sitting here
They sound of the key saping and taping make me wish I were def.
Sitting here
I'm mute to the world, the only voice they hear is the one I type before your eyes.
Sitting here
Looking at the luminated screen letting my soul be sucked in moment by moment
Sitting here
as the world passes by with time and space I search for answers in the syber syteam
Sitting here
being one of the croud addicted to the taste of the elcetric drug
Sitting here
with millions yet iesolated and alone in the sigel dimention.
Deprived of the elements and prvied with artifical life that leads to a very real death.
It keeps me awake and away.
Deprives me of my youth and life.
Time is limited but the internet is forever.
Incrypted in machines like memories.
Saved away in mother boards like a trove.

Why don't you get out and live instead of wasteing your time on this drug called the computer?

Just live.

Time is short remember and don't waste it.

Live...

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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Gelousy
hatred
madness
my eyes swell up as the tears form
I cry
The saddness takes over
Anger
I taste the tear that droped with out a care on my lips
Its the tasye of everything bunndeled inside me.
Niglect
Envy
Spite
Tolerence
One can only take so much....
They come to me
the tears from a thousand times of holding back.
" have every right to ba mad at myself"
I cling to the past to comfert the bitter sarrow held in a singel tear....





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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

   "I love You"(I'll post the pic later) This is a special post thingy for Jo cuz she really likes my stuff and wanted more.....EnJoy Jo! And Same to everyone else.....time to sleep now -.-
Oh my beautiful white angel of grace. I love the and protect the. Thy only wish is to be embraced with in your arms of truth let your heavenly wings that shimmer in the sun cascade over me ad the roses fall from the skys. Just keep me in this deep sleep....so calm.....so warm....I hold on to you like I grasp eturnety never wanting to let go as I lay here the sorrow of a lifetime dissapears....the fear that consumes my body ceases to exist....Ler the world pass up by.....they won't miss us let them forget......but the won't... they have no clue what their missing.....My life is yours to keep....for now and forever.......just....just let me stay with you.....your my little peace of salvation on earth and nothing is going to keep me from you......nothing.....you and I are bound together by many things....the strings of love ........by the thread of destiny......I see the joy of life in your eyes......I hear the beautiful music my heart makes in your voice.......we lie silent......not wanting to break loose from our peaceful slumber with eachother....for if we do the fear and doubt of the world fall on us.......Just keep me here and never let go.......not now.......not ever......not for all eternity.......We'll never leave this ocean of light and flowers.....as the seasons change we'll never forget our love.....the love we have is the purest thing ever.....not tainted by the cosmos.......not desecrated by the gods.......not touched by the outside world........It lies between our hands.......bound together.......and close to our hearts.....as we embrace it and let it grow.......I love you
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Sunday, April 18, 2004

"Popped a few roo many"
Things were fine
or so I thought
Everything was okay
but deep down it was not
She saught to forget
So she popped them without regret
She knew what she was doing
Subduing the painful words
"I love you"
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you"
And then she had a flash of an image
The image was painful
It broke her heart
her soul
Thought you could sware she had niether
The image of the one she loved,
and had the love retured
embrasing another
Saying those words
"I love you"
She wanted to forget
about the sceen
about him
about life itself
They didn't kick in right away
So she put on a front
a smile to misslead
Soon enough they took effect
She staggard and stumbled
laughing saying,
"I'm okay!"
When she wasn't
My worried heart ached
My soul shivered
She wouldn't eat
She got sick
I was so scared
We took her to our friend's place
She was a mess
Her tempeture high
as well as she herself
She droped the giuse
She broke down
We conferted her
I took her home
"Promas me you'll never do that agian, okay?"

"Yes, I will"

Suppressed love and emotion
can lead to the worst things
That you'll never be able to
erase
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004

"Answer Me With the Scilence of Death!"


I put my hands around your neck and press my thumbs in slightly,
You gag and gasp,
Begging and pleading,
wanting your life
You want your life?
What worth living for in this world?
So you can be more a pig?
So you can be rude and obnoxious?
I tighten my grip,
most likely not letting go until your dead
I feel the warmth slowly drain from your body
Your struggling dying down,
yet your futile requests for mercy keep pestering my concentration on what you ask?
Concentration of making my thumbs go in deeper
Deep in to your jugular
Soon I'll feel your spine!
I'll show you no mercy
The tears drip down your face as you let out your last gasp
Your kicking has stopped
The pulse ceases to exist
I drop your corpse to the floor
It stays limp and lifeless
How degrading your soul must feel
but the real question
Do you have a soul?
Did you sell it to a monster?
Is that how you became the hideous creature you were a day ago?
yet when you were in danger
You had the helpless look of a wolf in sheep's wool
You howled and squealed like it meant something in the struggle
So tell me swine
how dose it feel to feel the chilling kiss of the dead?


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