Sunday, March 7, 2004

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If you were in an anime what kind of girl would you be?(anime pics and MANY results)
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~~~ETETNAL LOVE~~
Your proble having problems going on with life.
You had a girl/guy that dump you. Or they past
away. Your still inlove with this person and
it's really destroing your love life. So,a tip
for the wonded,try to get over it. It's better
for you and your exlove would want that for you
to.


LOVE SECTION, Whats your love type? very,very good pics.^-^
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You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Saturday, March 6, 2004

   I have a friend that I call Mr. Twiggy. He dosen't seem to like me when I did nothing to him. And he calls me a bitch and hes so mean to me I do not understan that man. Not one bit. And he is the bestfriend of my current boyfriend. He also told me nasty things about my boyfriend and I said i didn't belive him. Why dosen't he like me? Can anyone help me solve this problem cuz its confuseing the shit out of me .....T.T
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Sunday, February 29, 2004

"Finale" by L'Arc-En-Ciel



Faint transitory sign of beauty
Without destroying it
I quietly held it close

In the moon's hiding place
Searching taking in the pain of fate

The worry draw wear unnoticed stands in the way driven to the wall
Touched by the entrance of sadness


In the sunlight heading towards the end
Way too glaring, tomorrow can't be seen
The you that looked back, beyond time
Is gazing just like an innocent girl

In these arms awakening
Your sadness is nothing but so sad

Before the point of maddening, I yearn for you
Always be by my side, so I'll never be separated from you

Coloured by the sin raining down incessantly
In the dried path keep on wandering
This love is touched by no one
I fear that it is a turning against God

The you in the mirror, with that upside down smile
The breaking thread of dreamns spun together is cut

Eternally sinking in that prayer
Not even one answer, the water surface is swaying
The crumbling nyou isn't saved
In order to dandle you, you were put to sleep at that time

In the sunlight heading towards the end
Way too glaring, tomorrow can't be seen
The you that looked back, beyond time
Is gazing just like an innocent girl

In these arms awakening
Your sadness is nothing but so sad

Before the point of maddening, I yearn for you
Always be by my side, so I'll never be separated from you


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Tuesday, February 17, 2004

   "Faithful Hatred"
You use me and yet you greet me with a smile and a hug. Do you love me? Do you pity me? Do you hate me? I feel uneasy around you. I go out and do your dirty work for you and when the job is done, what the hell do I get? A pat on the head. A smile and a "Good job." Why do you treat me like I'm something special and yet still treat me like trash? Am I your beloved? Am I your pet peeve? Tell me. Tell me what you feel.


For you I feel love and hatred. Joy and sorrow. Bliss and suffering. I love you with all of my heart and hate you with all my soul. Others think of you as a heavenly being and yet I see the creature from Hades in you. I see the true you. The one you hide from the universe. The part of you that you hold back with chains at the bottom of your soul. And yet he always breaks free from his chains in some way shape or form and only you and I know when that happens.


You are the closest I can get to salvation. You are my God in more ways than one. I obey you and sever you. And yet I feel that I have been unfaithful by hating you. Though I can't go a day without saying "I hate you." and all you do is smile. Why do you have to be so stupid? Why do you even put up with me? I'm worthless and both of us know it. You keep me as some kind of trove and I'm getting sick of it.

If I leave where do I have to go? I have nothing in this world.Except for my feelings and you.So you are my everything. I'm worthless without you. You are the cause for my feelings. I thank you for them. For my memories. For my love. For my hate.For my soul.


Rash and sudden. When I was furious with you the other day you kissed me and held me in your arms and smiled down at me. Why did you kiss me?Was it to shut me up?Why did you hold me? Why was your smile different from all the others? Did it mean something? Dose it mean you love me?


I love you.I really love you.I love you for the monstrous thing you are. I don't care what other think. Maybe our love is taboo but do you really care? Do you care for me? I care for you, always. I want to kiss you. Hold you. I want you to give me proof of this worthless life. Just love me. Only me. I'm selfish for wanting you all to myself by I don't really care.But I also can't help but scenic a feeling of hatred towards you still. I guess that's part of love. Hate. They contrast eachother.


Like I contrast to you. My dark side.
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   "I sit here"




I sit here and rember the days when you were here .With me.Oh how I miss those days.Your laughter full of life.Your eyes that sparkeled in the sun.The way I held you in my arms,close to me,afarid to let go,afraid to leave your side.I relecaed you from my grasp and look. I saw what happened to you.You went away from me.I lost you.Forever. You said we'll meet in heaven.I won't bew going to heaven. But you will.Your and agnel, graced by God, loved by all.But I.I'm....a demon born of sin and of dirty blood. I belong in hell. In eternal pain and damnation. Can you keep it? Can you keep the promas? Can you keep the promass to love me always?I know I can but can you?

I hear the wind blow and the sound of the waves crashing. They remind me of your sweet and delecate voice when you sang to me. The sent of the flower and the softness of its beatals reminds me of your feather light kisses.My heart screams for your touch and yet I can't have it. I know you'll keep it. I know I'll see you in heaven, I promas.
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"Demonic Angel"



I hold you in my arms and kiss you tenderly. You want me and I want you. How we met was under the most unusual sercumstances and yet I can't remember when I frist saw you. All I know is I love you. Thats all that matters now. Yes I love you. I feel the warmth of your skin against mine.It feels so nice. I never want to let you go. Make me feel pleasure. Make me feel pain. Show me what devotion is. Give me proof that there is such thing as love. The inocence in your eyes let me see the sins of your soul.You tempt me in so many ways and yet I see angel wings on your back.

Your my little demonic angel and I'm not going to let anything happen to you. Your going to stay with me for all of eternite and then some.Your hair is as dark as the starless night sky above and your skin is as pale as the moon setting before our very eyes.I never want this night to end.I think I might die from all the joy I feel right now. Holding you in my arms as you dream of stars and sweet little nothings. A cute smile is on your soft lips.You must be as happy as I am right now.How I long for you to wake and greet me with you lushous gase and a peck on the cheek. Then lay in my arms with a flushed face and thanks in your heart for what had happened wasn't a dream.

And yet you sleep. A silent lullaby is sung by the gental breez that flows threw your raven hair. If there is a god. I prease him for making you. I thank him for sending you from paradies to meet me in this reched world. I give thanks for your love to me. For once in my life I'm actually glad I'm alive. You are my little peace of hevean thats blessed me with your grace.Are you happy with me? Do I bring so much joy that you can help but smile?

You strech your arms around me as you wake.You look up at me with your half lit eyes, and smile. I give you a tender yet lazy kiss. The sun ries and greats us with surpirse.You sit up and crawl on to my lap. I hold you never wanting to let go.






And trust me.....I'll never let go of you,my beloved demonic angel........





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Monday, February 16, 2004

This is my Valentine's day story. Enjoy.



And the man she loved said,"Why don't you kill me? Wouldn't it be for the better? i made you like this so shoot me....I diserve it....kill me... Make my heart stop beating make my hands grow cold let my cheeks lose there life and color make my limbs heavy.Take it.... take my life before I take my own. Its very simple. Pull the trigger......hear the bang.....keep your eyes closed....open them slowly.....and see my dead limp body on the floor infront of you....Your graceful white wings....splattered with the blood of the man who made you...the way you are right now......tainted grace."


The beautiful angel he'd fell in love with at first glance said,"I don't want to kill you.I don't care I love you. You don't diserve death. I'm the perivlaged one...I want to grow with you....breath the same air as you...I want to kiss your lips full of color...feel the warmth when I hug you...scence the life when I hold your hand.Keep it.Keep it and save it. Its not that easey.My hands....they tremble...My love...is too powerful...the tears...they can wash away the blood and yet the stains will never leave...my wings,,,my memories....my heart. Thats true..too true..the only reson....of my being....tainted....I love..." Her hands trembled. She squeezed shut her eyes.Her finger tip graced lightly on the trigger.Tears came from her eyes.

He heard her weep."I love you......and alway will...trust me.....we'll meet again...."he wispered.She pulled the trigger.A gag came from him as crimson blood came from his mouth.She colapse and cryed....."bang" she wispered. She looked around her.Her wings were forever stained with the man she will forever love's blood.She saw his body infront of her.She went to it and hugged it as if he were merly a sleep and ready to awake at any moment.

She saw the tear drops that he shed on the blind fold.She kissed him one last time.Her lips were stained and forever be by his blood.She wept as she held him."Will we meet again?..I do trust you...but....the doubt still lingers...."She kept holding him and crying for hs soul.She saw a daggar near his feet.She look at him."Why did you want to die when you are capeable of doing so......I wish I could die.......angels......they can't die you know.....so why.....why did you die?..why did you want to die...so badly?" She picked up th daggar.She looked at it and then looked at him.She held her beloved close to her chest.Then she put the daggar to her left wrist, and made a verical slit along a small portion of her vaine.She did the same to her other wrist.Next the angel put the now blood soaked daggar to her neck and made two gashes.One going left to right.The other from the top of her neck to her caller bone.The tips of her hair and her dress dotted with sacrafical wine.And the cuts formed and upside-down cross.

It bled.She wept. Forsacken by heaven. Desicrated by blood in both worlds.She'll weep for all eturnity untill she finds her beloved Lucifer.And his soul will wander forever and more, untill the end of time trying to find his beautful Eave, with her graceful tained wings of crimson and light.....






"I love you......and alway will...trust me.....we'll meet again...."
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Sunday, February 15, 2004

   YAY!!! My frist post!!
Hello! Thank you for visiting my account! I'm Sara Gabriel Shien-Jade! I hope you sign my gestbook!!Well this is what I look like:

and this is what I wish I looked like!:


Anyway! Enjoy the many furits of my labor!

~*~*X.O.*~*~
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