Saturday, May 12, 2007

THANKS FOR 1225 VISITS!


Mood: Worried/scared
Song: The dum duh dum dum daa! Song

Hey everyone. Yesterday was good. But you know that powerpoint I was telling you all about, he gave me the ten points and I didn't even have to present! But...I worked really hard putting in animation and everything...and the only thing I have to do was print out the slides....that kinda made me mad....

ALrighty, besides that i've been having some problems with the buttons. I forgot to put in the site code, so I have to go through them and put them in, the bad thing is i'm too lazy. SO i'm going to have to do it later, sorry to those who've tried them.

Yesterday afternoon I worked on my friend Innocent Chii's website. I think it turned out good, especially for four hours of work. Why four hours? Because my computer was being a pain in the ass! >< That's why! And i'm getting really scared. Because i'm getting all of these pop ups, even though I have pop up blocker.

And I think it has a nastey virus, because even when I'm not on the computer they pop up T_T and they're nastey sex talking ones. And it's scaring me because I need to get it fixed, but I don't want to tell my mom what kind of pop ups they are (because she always asks what they are) because I don't want her to take my computer away because she thinks I look at nastey things. T_T

SO even if I do get the computer fixed it wouldn't matter what I do because I would be grounded for something I didn't do! *cries*

Does anyone have a really good website, that gets rid of viruses really really good for free? That way I don't have to go to the guy and I don't get falsely grounded? Please tell me you do. I really need to get rid of it because it's making those come up and it's making these other whatever they're called it's comming up, and it's making "this sever is busy" thing come up.

And it keeps freezing my computer. SO if anyone could help I would greatly....GREATLY apreciate it.

I want to work on my websites soon, but with my computer going the way it is it would be impossible. TT__TT I really need my computer back to the way it was to work on my other sites, so please, like I said, if you could help it would be greatly greatly apreciated.

I think that's about all for today. I'll talk to you all tomorrow

untill next time
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Thursday, May 10, 2007

THANKS FOR 1214 VISITS!!!


Mood: Happy
Song: Lacrymosa~ Evanescence

Hey everyone, i'm posting at the library today, i'm with my friend Michelle. I wuvles her so much, she's such a good friend. ^_^

Well I didn't get my power point done in time for Tech. class. So I have to present tomorrow. But that's alright. I'm taking my time on it, so it'll rock! X3

I was so surprised when I got four more comments over night. 0_0 I was like....woah...

I feel loved. And I even got hugz! Yay hugs! But now I need more, otherwise I will explode tonight, so please, keep giving spare hugs. And just a note THEY'RE UNLIMITED! So you can keep giving them to me. And you don't even have to exit out of the window. Nope nope.

I'm glad you all like my theme. I worked hard on it for about an hour yesterday. Oh and to ansswer your question


no I didn't make the avatar. I wish I could make things that good....like would be like....awsome... XD

"Piggy Lizzie" As Michelle calls her (aka the girl I was ranting about that got into the choir I wanted to be in) was getting on everyone's nerves today. Her bragging has started, luckily not with me yet -._-.

I feel bad for my friend who she clings onto constantly. -_-'

I finally found the book i've been looking for! SQUEE! By Jhonen Vasquez. More commonly know as the creator of Invader Zim. And of course I forgot my library card. >< It's just my luck.

I swear I was about to die today in school too. I had three tests in a row. Two I didn't even get done, and I know I probably failed all three. It's just my luck isn't it? I'm going to fail horribly. -_-"

Well I only have like ten minutes left on my computer time before it shuts off. And I still need to post on Michy's site. So...

untill next time! X3

And remember....GIVE A HUG! XD
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007

THANKS FOR 1209 VISITS AND 85 GB SIGNINGS!!!


Mood: I'm alright
Song: Everybody's Fool~ Evanescence

Hi everyone. I changed my site theme again. This seems a little more organized....slightly. X3 I added in a code for buttons. So my friends can be veiwed. So if you aren't up there and would like to be added ask alrighty and i'll gladly add you! XD

A few of the things i've added was a video player. It's right ^ up there. Of course it's Evanescence video's. Gotta love them. But if you do want to watch them, I would like to warn some of my readers that get scared easily, veiw video three at your own caution. The special effects in it are kinda creepy, or can be to some people. It's still cool, but creepy.

I think I might be taking drivers ed this summer. Because my mom is asking me about cars and is asking me if any of my friends are taking it this summer. So hopefully that'll happen. And I think my mom is thinking about getting me a car early. Because she said if she can buy my aunt's car and find another one for cheep, she'd buy it for me. So I hope maybe I can get one! X3

That'd be awsome!

My birthday is next month. Me isa going to be fifteen. And me isa excited! Although nothing new is really going to be happening by then it's still cool.

Especially since I know i'll be out from school by then! XD YESH! I can't wait!

Sorry that my profile is soooo long everyone. But I don't know how to get a code so it makes things more efficent, but that's alright, i'll work it all out eventually. Hopefully everyone is proud with what I have right now. ^_^

Another thing i've added is a hug meter. So please give a spare hug! I'll explode if I don't get any, I tend to do that sometimes. So out of the goodness of you hearts just go underneath this box and give hugs. So I won't explode. ^_^

It's been raining all day, but that's alright. I like the rain. It's very soothing. I wish it would thunder and lightening though. I love it when it does. I open the window and listen to it while I draw. It helps calm my nerves a lot.

Well I think that's about all for now.

Untill next time.


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Monday, May 7, 2007

THANKS FOR 1191 VISITS


Mood: Tierd

Hey everyone. I do have one picture of me but it has shitty quality. I'm getting a better camera because this on e sucks so if you want to see me you can follow this link. But I have to wait on fan art because I can't get a good picture with this thing.

http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y64/Fullmetalfan101/hairbehindears.jpg

My hair is behind my ears. That's why it looks kinda different from when I described myself. I'm in my Gir t-shirt...I don't have any long earings either. But I have a lot of peircings...kinda. But that's me. Yeah.

Like I said i'll get some art pics up later. When I have more then a shitty camera.

And by then I'll have my hair redyed so I don't look like I have no hair at my part ^_^'

Today was okay for me. Nothing special. I didn't feel like talking much. Which was just fine adding in the fact I had three free hours in a row. The first hour we were watching a movie, the next hour I forgot my prelab so I couldn't do the accual lab, and in the third one my choir teacher was out in Chicago with the other people who could afford over $500 to go.

ugh

I'm in a slightly better mood. I want a boyfriend. I know I shouldn't rush things or anything, I kinda sort like this one guy in my class (Michy i'll kill you personally if you bug me about who it is so don't even ask) and he lives in my park. But I don't think he likes me that way. (Another note to Michy: I'll kill you if you tell Ahlon) Besides i'm tooooooo chunky for a boyfriend. And i'm not pretty enough either.

These two retards in my lunch were pointing a laser at me. Laughing and thinking it was funny. To tell the truth when I first seen the little red dot I thought we were about to get snipered man....

And then they were talking about how they don't like how my slideshow was because it had a black background. LIke I couldn't hear them, and then they laughed when I looked over at them.

I was about to say "Well I don't like powerpoints form wanna be preps either" THey annoy me let's just say that.

Well I should probably go, I have to burn a cd for one of my friends' powerpoints tomorrow. SO...

Untill next time.
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

THANKS FOR 1168 VISITS

Mood: Kind of bitter
song: Weight of the world~ Evanescence

Hi everyone.

First off, before I go on. I was tagged. So I have to post fives things about me.

1. I'm blonde, but I dye my hair black
2: I act brave when i'm watching scarey movies but inside i'm saying "holy shit! Don't go in the closet!"
3: I'm very insecure about myself. And always think about going down the wrong path.
4: I have a "weiner dog"
5: I'm a BIG animal lover. And I'm one that dresses them in pet clothing X3

alright. Now I tag

LystikinenaXP
chezaswulf
Iruka Sensei
loveless-sara
Koneako

post five things about yourself, can be anything

I'm kinda of bitter today. I found out who in my class gets into split demensions. And it definatly isn't me. I wasn't so mad before. But now I found out Lizzie (this girl who gets the fatest head when she gets a solo) got into split AND concert choir. And she's the biggest F***ing braggart. And she's clingy to one of my friends. So I have to hear it over, and over, and OVER! *grumbles a few cuss words and kicks the wall*

Don't get me wrong! I love the fact that I got into concert choir! I really really do. I just hate it when people rub things in your face like she always does. And I also hate it when people who talk constantly in her class and get in trouble get rewarded like that! She talked for, like, three quarters of the year and still got in. Unlike me who never talked, always participated, and at least tried my best and still didn't get close according to Mrs. Nevens.
She should be in concert not split.

I'm sorry everyone, i'm just the type of person who is bitter I suppose. But this just is pissing me off. I hope some of you out there can see where i'm coming from at least. And are not thinking of me as a envious person.

OUr last concert is on May 23, and she never did look up my song, but instead got everyone elses that suggested in. I don't get it man...I really don't. *sighs heavily* I don't think Mrs.Nevens likes me for some reason.

I think i'm going to cry. I've been doing better in school and everything, but it seems like nothing I do is good enough for some reason. Like i'm not good wnough for people, for life. But I still have to hang on no matter what. No matter how much it hurts.

Sometimes I wonder if i'm a good person, a good singer, drawer, friend, daughter, anything in general.

I mean I have friends....but...I don't know...sometimes I feel fake. Really fake....

obviously i'm not a good enough singer. Either that or my nevers fucked everything up. either one sucks. And I wonder if i'll be good enough in the real world. Or will my emotions take over...

Lately i've been annoyed of my friends at school. Not really annoyed...I just want to be alone more lately. I don't want to be bothered. Talked to.

Man, my mom needs to get ahold of a counciler soon. I dunno. I've been having thoughts on rather cutting myself accually will ease the pain. Or being anorexic, will I get prettier faster. The only people who tell me i'm pretty is my family, which is a BIG slap in the face. I mean...you know they're just saying that because they have to.

And my cousins are making the wrong choices. Saying their life is so shitty. That their parents don't care about them. At least both parents want them around. My dad couldn'y give a damn...I guess he never can drink enough to say he loves me...even over the phone. Even if he did I know it's fake.

I know I probably am sounding fake to you, but...I dunno. I don't think I can prove it to you.

Tomorrow we're going out to plant trees. For global warming week. I get out of my 3rd and 4th hour, which is good, I really need a break. I'm really starting the countdown untill summer.

Sorry for such a long post.

Untill next time
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

THANKS FOR OVER 1,000 VISITS!
Mood: Calm
Song: My heart will go on~ Celine Dion

Alrighty guys. I didn't go to my Gramy's today. My mom did tough. I was just tooo tierd to get up early today. And nothing eventful has gone on so i'm going to post something my friend posted on myspace that brought up a lot of memories of happy times when I was little and made me think about how much things have changed. I hope it'll do the same thing for you.

CLOSE YOUR EYES

Close your eyes... And go back...

Before the Internet or the AIM

Before semi automatics and weed

Before playstation2 or X-bOX

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...


..Way back...


I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

Red light, Green light.

Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Mother May I?

Red Rover

four square

Hula Hoops

Running through the sprinkler

Happy Meals

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car

Wait...

Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

Like Hey Arnold and Doug

Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!

Who could forget Snick

Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles, scooby doo, and Power Rangers,


Christmas morning...

Your first day of school

Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses

Climbing trees

Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck

A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

Jumpin' down the steps

Jumpin' on the bed

Pillow fights

Runnin' till you were out of breath

Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants

Laughing so hard that you did pee your pants

Being tired from playin' all day

Your first crush...

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7-Up" in the classroom

Remember that?


I'm not finished yet...


Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer

Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

Class Field Trips

When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.

When getting high was swinging on the swing-set

When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle.

When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.

When Toys r Us overuled the "mall"


I want to go back to the time when...


Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe"

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Saying cuss words were referred to the "F, B or S - word" or h-e double hockey sticks.

Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

The only real heart break you had was when your mom wouldnt buy you that new toy

Nobody was prettier than Mom

Nobody was cooler than Dad

Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park.

Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.


If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!

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Friday, April 27, 2007

Mood: Tierd
Song: Breath no more~ Evanescence

Hey everyone. How was your day? Mine was kind of moepy and depressing. It was gloomy outside to add to the mood as well. Which was just dandy acually.

I'm glad all of you like my new theme as well. I try I really do. And unfortunitly a theme as simple as this is all I can muster.

Yesterday it rained all day. And we only had one flash of lightening....it ended up hitting the roof of one of our gyms. Not very fun.

I "accidently" missed the bus yesterday so I didn't have to go to credit recovery. I want to give that girl a few more days to cool down. Yeah...i'm nt stupid enough o go the next day.

Tomorrow I don't get to sleep in very much due to the fact I have to be at my gramys by ten. We're all cleaning out her like....three garages at taking the stuff to the garbage or the burn pile. (Oficially dubbed the pyro-pile by meh)

I'm really glad it's the weekend. Even though i'm broke. I had money...but I had to give it up to my mom for gas. So next weekend she has to pay me back this....

$15 for working

$20 in a months allowence

$21 that she barrowed from me

+ $5 that she'd promised she give me in interest. So all together that's about... $56 I think I have more then that though...I think I left out another allowence....

Yeah...

So I can look forward to that money next week. Which means next weekend I should have pics of myself up. So looks forward to those and fan art suddenly comming into my profile! XD

I think that's about all for now.

Untill next time! ^_~
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

THANKS FOR OVER 1,000 VISITS!
Mood: I'm good
Song: um...La Vei Bohem~ Rent

Hi everyone. My day has been slow and boring. And really I had nothing to come home to besides my animals and the computer. My satelite got shut off yesterday. It's kinda suck 'cause I don't even get it back for about two weeks. ><

My Mom came into school today to talk to the principle about that girl who was saying those disturbing things to me. He said he'd handle it. But i'm kind of nervous for tomorrow since she sits right near me.

*shivers*

I'm just scared she might end up you know getting me....or maybe getting someone else to get me....

or maybe she'll give me n even harder time now. T_T Aw man....

She's a senior too.... *gulps* Greeeaaat. Just great.

I also found out that I have to get a whole packet done and another test for me to get my first semester credit in credit recovery.

*sighs* I don't get it! What don't teachers ever understand about those four words?!

*sighs again*

Today was good in choir escept for the end when the teacher told me I might not get into concert choir because I wasn't peppey while I was singing.

"If you're not going to step up for rehersal. You're not going to step up to concert choir."

Ugh. That teacher annoys me bad.

But at least we have one good song. We get to sing "My heart will go on" From the movie the titanic.

That'll be cool And it's one of my favorite songs X3

I'm going to change my theme guys. I've gotten bored with this one. And I think all of you Naruto fans will be pleased when I'm done.

So that'll probably be up either tomorrow (depends on credti recovery) or later tonight (depends on if I have time.) Most likely tonight since I have nothing else to do

So look forward to that!

Untill next time! *runs off to work on new theme*
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Saturday, April 21, 2007

Mood: Calm
Song: Hello~ Evanescence

Hi everyone

I'm doing a lot better thanks to all of your support. It still hurts a little when I walk by where her cage use to be. But that's to be expected. I'm moving on, but i'm not going to forget. Enough said.

Onto happier news.

As some of you might've noticed I have information posted at the bottom of this post. That's going to be there for a while for a few reasons.

1: The online comic I have the link posted is good, and I want to remember where to find it. And I want to help spread the news about it and expand it's popularity. XD (It's not made by me)

2: In case you have any of these sites you can contact me on them. I'm attempting to make buttons at the moment.

3: A lot of you have been asking me to post art. So i've created an live journal account so that people can veiw my art when i'm able to get some on and comment. I also created a fan email address so you can comment on my work and post constructive critisism on that. ^_^ I'm going full force with this now. And all I need left is a scanner and/or a digital camera. Hold on for the ride guys this is going to be fun! XD

here's my fan email racfanmail@yahoo.com

So I hope most of you are looking forward to that. But fair warning my live journal is just for my art work. Please do not post about stuff I put on here. It would be much appreaciated. ^_^

here's my live journal url

http://septimal-moon.livejournal.com/

and if you're having trouble reading my contacts at the bottom here they are a little neater

gaiaonline: Darks_Angel26

yahoo personal email and mesenger: septimalmoon@yahoo.com

livejournal.com: http://septimal-moon.livejournal.com/

myspace.com: www.myspace.com/jrockfan101

and fan email: racfanmail@yahoo.com

I hope to hear from you all! And I hope to be succesful in this thing. Wish me luck and spread the word please! I might have some buttons to them next time i'm on.

Thanks again so much for coming along for the ride and supporting through everything. I'm going to make you all a thank you card!

I have to go clean now.

Untill next time! ^_~


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Friday, April 20, 2007

Mood: Kinda numb
Song: Inner Universe ~ Ghost in the shell

Hey everyone. I'm not having a very good week right now.

I had to miss school yesterday because we ended up having to put my dog to sleep.

Yesterday morning she had a seizure and she hadn't been eating. So we took her into my moms work and put her to sleep.

So now she's barried in the backyard wuth our dog we lost almost three years ago.

It seems really empty in my house right now without her cage. And my mom has been crying a lot... I guess having a dog fifteen years makes it kinda like your daughter....of something like that...I kinda thought of her as my sister....heck she wa older then me.

Today was a bit of a blur for me. Nothing much happened. So I ended up zoning in and out. In and out...in and...well you get the idea.

The only hour that wasn't was choir. And that's only because I had to try out for concert choir. And I was so nervous I was shaking.

I found out right before I had to sing the song I wasn't very good at, and had to sing it with a person from another part other then my own. And I didn't know untill she called me and another girl up that I had to sing up infront of the entire class. So that was a great surprise. I hope I get in though. All my friends have...

The only really good news I have is that i'm getting thirtyfive dollors, it's Friday and that my Grame is coming over.

Well that's about it. Thanks again for all of the comments

Untill next time
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