Birthday 1992-11-27 Gender
Female Location Michigan Member Since 2005-07-18 Occupation Student Real Name Michelle
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Achievements Meeting the people I have now Anime Fan Since Sailor Moon Favorite Anime Chobits, Sailor Moon, Cardcaptor Sakura, Angelic Layer, Revolutionary Girl Utena. All the classics. Goals Playing the Guitar and Going to Japan. Hobbies Being with the people who give me my reasons of living. Talents Writing stories, making people laugh ^.^
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Tommarrow's my brothers birthday! He's going to be 19! OMG! I'm feeling old! But...wait...isn't he suppose to be the one feeling old? o_0 I guess it can work either way. ^_^
I can't beleive he's already going to be over eighteen, I still remember from when we were little. There are some things I'd like to go back and change though. Like how we always use to fight and stuff like that. I would take it all back if I would've known what was going to happen.
But unfortunitly I can't. So there is no use morning for the past when we can all look forward to what the future will bring! ^_^
I think i'll try calling him tomarrow. But I don't know what Maria'll do...the only number they ever gave out was her cell phone number....so i'll try anyway. And if they don't let me speak to him or don't pick up...whatever. I'll send him a card. My cousins have his myspace. And are going to get the adress of someone he trusts so it's all good. No worries.
Yesterday was very relaxing, something I really needed too. I'm going to try and stretch out my week so that I can enjoy it as much as possible.
I still have my money...but that's probably only because we haven't gone out yet. *nervous laugh*
Yesterday I watched cops and America's most wanted with my mom. Cops was cool...I didn't pay too much attention....but I thought America's most wanted was pretty cool. They were talking about the Zodiac killer and how they're trying to catch him again after about thirty years! And they had the actors from the movie on there too! (By actors from the movie i'm talking about the actors from the movie "Zodiac" Coming out this Friday) They put so much detail into the movie. It looks truly wicked! XD
Alrighty question time!
1: Do you or some one you know have a birthday coming up soon?
2: Do you watch America's most wanted?
3: What movies do you want to see that are coming up?
4: What genre of movie do you like best?
And for the quote.
"Fear is only in our minds...but it's taking over all of our time."
Mood: lazy/happy/releived
Song: Imaginary ~ Evanescence
My week went by soooo slow! Even though I was there for only three days, it felt like two weeks -_-".
But at least I have a whole week off now! That's good! Except for the big snow storm that's suppose to hit us tonight....my mom started to laugh and said "I guess you have more time to shovel snow now!"
Thanks mom....thanks a lot.
I'm getting two pet mice! They're just babies and my mom said they're REALLY cute. I'm trying to decide on naming them Haruno and Cho (Like from the doushinji i'm helping to write) Or Momo and Momiji from Fruits basket!
I just can't decide! XD
I use to have other pet mice a few years back...and a hamster too! But they died. May they rest in peice...
The mice's names were Nugie, Shadow, and Pepper. And my hamsters name was Angel.
Yeah...I know...corney names....-_-'
I finally got about twenty five dollars! I'm not broke no more! *dances* But I bet by the end of the weekend it'll all be gone... That's the funny thing about money...you go soo long without any...then you get some and it seems like it's gone the next day after you get it.
Yeah...and I don't have nough to get everything I need either. *Sighs*
I've been looking up and saving anime pictures all morning! I've been finding pictures to compare in my head on what my doushinji i'm writing with a few of my pals. We're going to try and get it published! It's kinda hard though...i'm the only one who really knows how to draw.... -_-"
So I'd have to draw everything form backgrounds to penning to screentones... Not going to be easy with a dealine....
Alright! Questions and then the quote of the day!
1: Did your week go by fast?
2: How many times on average do you change your site?
3: Did you ever write a fan-fiction? Or a doushinji?
4: How well can you draw?
And the quote!
"If one door opens to another door closed, keep on walking untill you find the window."
The tale of my weekend Mood: Tierd
Song: We love you - Miyavi
I didn't get to see my brother this weekend. My dad decided to be an ass, along with his wife and left before the veiwing. So we didn't get to go to the veiwing because we thought it would be better for my grandmother. (Seeing as though they were screaming at her and all that the night before)
But the good thing out of this is that I know my brother really wanted to see me.
I also found out he's going to join the Marines in the next year. So he'll be able to come and visit me from time to time.
My grandpas funeral was beautiful and surprisingly light hearted. We all talked about the cheesy jokes my grandpa use to talk about and how my uncle Eric accidently hit him upside the head with a 2x6! So it wasn't all bad. They had the 21 gun solute for him, which consisted of four guns simultaniously firing at the same time. Everyone broke down during taps.
He was a veteran of the veitnam war, so he got all that cool stuff!
And all throughout the funeral I was getting compliments on how good of a natural speaker I was, because I really only knew about ten people at most there, and I got up and spoke infront of them all off the top of my head. That was about...three hundred people I beleive. Boy was he popular!
So with all of this I had the past two days off from school. And I went back today.
I'm practically burried in homework! Ugh! But that's alright! I have all of next week off! XDD
Oh and I know I change my site soooooo much, but I just wnted to say I changed it again! I call it "Miyavi and Kitten!"
Miyavi is soooo smexy! XDDDD
OK. Questions
1: How was your weekend?
2: Do you have any siblings?
3: Have you ever been to a funeral?
4: Do you like kittens?
5: Have you ever heard of Miyavi?
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
Orenji no Taiyou
Mood: Bittersweet
Time: About 11:00 in the morning
Song: Orenji no Taiyou by Gackt and Hyde
Yesterday at 4:30 in the afternoon my grandfather passed away. Two minutes after I walked out the door to go over to my aunts. This news to me is very bitter sweet. On one side I feel saddened that I didn't get to spend much time with him. And on the other side, I am happy he isn't suffering anymore. He died after his battle with cancer.
Last night we were driving by their house, and seen a herse infront of the store down the street. So we were quiet for a few minutes at the stop light and then my mom goes "That might be for your granpa call on my phone."
Well her phone was completely dead. So when I got home, there was a message for us saying that he died. But the weird thing is that the herse we seen wasn't for him at all. Weird how things work out like that. Something just told us....><
I was listening to Orenji no Taiyou when I found out so I out it on my site, so it is the song you're listening to right now. Here are the english lyrics to it. And this was also really weird. Like it came right out of a soundtrack from a movie.... well it is the theme for Moon Child....
In the evening, I saw with you the orange sun
You looked like you were going to cry eternal goodbye.
The glittering waves played with your innocent profile
You are lovely as you run past me barefoot on the sandy beach.
Your name written in the sand and the seashells decorating it
Are swept away by the waves in front of the two of us.
In the evening, I saw with you the orange sun
You looked like you were going to cry eternal goodbye.
The blue sky whispers softly, the red sunlight embraced us
I closed my eyes as I held you as well.
A great many joys or sadnesses countless meetings or farewells
Just the same as back then, it's watching kindly the orange sun.
At that time, the two of us were dreaming about eternity
We held each other and laughed like we'd never part.
I think of you with almost amazement
With just that I'm satisfied
Don't cry, we'll meet again some day
If you close your eyes...
In the evening, I saw with you the orange sun
You looked like you were going to cry eternal goodbye...
See what I mean? When I listen to that song I think of my granparents back when they were first falling for each other.
I was hoping to go see my grandma today, to maybe try to comfort her. But my mom says I probably won't because my dad is coming up. Which is great....not really...I don't want to see the drunken monkey. But the good thing is my brother's coming! Which is great! I haven't seen him in four or five years!
Well anyway this weekend and week are going to be weird and probably slow for me. But I hope you all have a great weekend! ^_^
Well it's that time of year again. The one day of the year were the candy company acually makes a killing off candy.
But i'm not bitter. Nor do I hate valentines day. I don't have to have a boyfriend to be happy...but I swear if i'm over twenty and still haven't ahd anything remotely close i'm going off the deep end! ><
So my mom and I are exchanging gifts untill then. I always feel bad though because i'm always broke so I can't get her very much...and she always ends up getting me something big....
Like this year she got me a video iPOD...
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See what I mean. I can't afford anything that! But my mom just told me she dosn't want anything. I still want to get her something. My mom is so weird :P
Anyway I spent three hours trying to figure out how to put music on my iPOD. And I still can't figure everything out. But im getting there! I found out you can put your lyrics on there and I seem to already have for one of my songs...though I have no clue how that happened. So if any of you can help...I would be so grateful...
Yes I changed my theme AGAIN! I know I must be the most undescisive person on this website XD
Well I changed it to Gravi. I like Gravi! And music is basically my life so heres that! XD I also am on a celtic music craze. If you want to know one of my most recent favorite and such a pretty song choose the second song in the box!
We were suppose to take choir pictures yesterday in school but they changed it to friday. I don't get why people get so dressed up. We have to wear our robes anyway. I was laughing at all the prepy girl who got up three hours early to get ready. Stupid people. I don't want to get too dressed up because it's twords the end of the day. So I have to wear heels all day. >< Ew.
Well I still like being in choir anyway. I'm a suprano this semester. I was a 2nd last semester.
That dosn't mean i'm not happy today was a SNOW DAY!!!!!!!!!! XD
OK questions.
1: Do you have a band or choir class?
2: What are your favorite styles of music?
3: What is your faovrite singer?
4: What's your favorite holiday?
5: Does it snow were you live?
1: Choir
2: Anything really besides rap. Some rap is alright though just not very much.
3: Celtic woman people
4: My birthday
5: Yes I live in Michigan!
Quote of the day. From Johnny the homicidal maniac. XD
"Money can't buy you happiness but poverty can't buy you anything."
Mood: Lazy and happy (much like my cats)
Song: Defying Gravity (from the Musical WICKED!)
Well today we finally get to go to the movies. And no longer do I fear the bloody Gir. I love'les Gir! ^_^ In all forms!
Well last night I got a penpal from Oregon. (Hiya Rachel! ^_^) Yeap she has pretty much the same name as me! We have a lot in common too! Like we like tons o anime. And we even...were listening to the same song...at the same time last night 0_o
I swear the twilight zone theme was playing in the back of my mind last night!
And she likes Gir! Yay Gir!
On another note...yes! Finally to the movies! We get to go see The Holiday in the dollar theater today. I didn't really want to see it but hey for a dollar. *shrugs* First we're going to the dollar tree to buy snacks. We sneak in our snack 'cause even though it's a dollar theater the snacks are all priced the same as a regular theaters. Last time I went there we payed almost four dollars for a small Pepsie. -_-'
It's rediculous I swear!
My mom was tierd all day yesterday (and grouchy) and we couldn't figure out why. Well it turns out, as we found out this morning, she had taken her nightime meds in the morning. I was laughing so hard!
Well anyway I don't have much else left to say. Yesterday was pretty uneventful. I just stayed on the computer all day.
So here's some questions.
1: Do you have a penpal rather it be online of accual writing back and forth.
2: Have you heard of Johnny the homicidal maniac?
3: What color does your wardrobe consist of?
4: Do you sneak in your own snack into a movie?
5: Do you think the prices at theaters are outta perportion?
I have to go get ready. So have a great sunday! ^_^
Mood: Happy (I wanna play DDR which I unfortunitaly do not have)
Song: Aquarius-Within Temptation
Hi every one! YAY! It's the weekend! I love the weekend (even though my teachers gave me homework) I still love it.
OMG! Last night I was looking up stuff on Gir (the little adorable robot from Invader Zim) And I was freaking my self out. (I am one of those few people it seems like right now who accually loved Gir from watching it on Ivader Zim when it was on the regular Nick.) Some of you might know about Bloody Gir. Bloody Gir (as I found out last night) was a picture of Gir covered in blood that Nick denied Jhonen Vasquez (the creator of Zim for those of you who don't know) permission to put it in his show. So as a joke they put pictures of bloody Gir throughout the show. One picture just kinda creeped me out I suppose *laugh weakly*. And maybe it might've been the fact I watched a scary movie ontop of that. *laughs weakly again* I'm such a wimp *sighs*
We were suppose to go to the movies last night. But my mom didn't feel like it. 'cause she's weird like that sometimes. ><
We had a pep rally at our school yesterday, and I don't like pep rallys very much. I needed some major tylenol last night after I got home. =_=
It was a pep rally for Comming home, which not very many people go to anyway. A kid in my class asked the people that were selling the tickets how many people where going and they counted them and said 26. *laughs* No one goes to comming home. It's kinda funny.
But our pep rallys usually are just for showing how high on the social scale people are. How preppy they can be. And for them to rub it in the lower people (like me and my friends) faces. Not like we care. We just want to have fun in high school. The lower people like us are the ones who are going to be the most prepared for the real world anyway.
God I reall want to play DDR @_@. I'm not that great at it. But I want to. Either that or go to the dollar theater. (I only have a dollar, and nothing to do) But the thing is I don't know how to drive and my mom probably does not want to take me. Even if there are good movies on. My mom also dosn't like to window shop. Unlike me. I like to go out and look to see what I can't afford at the time so I can save up for it. >< But I didn't get my allowence this week because of bills. So my mom is going to have to pay with intrest(in her words not mine) next week. Which is fine for me. I want more manga anyway! ^_^
Anyway, so I don't bore you too much. Here's some questions.
1: Did you see Invader Zim when it first premeired?
2: Do you like Gir?
3: Do you not like preppy people and all there preppy-ness?
4: Are you broke at the moment.
Descends the snow... Mood: Happy/Lazy/Hyper
Time: Around 3:00 p.m.
Yes. I have changed my theme once again!
My Chobits high has passed. (even though I still want some of the dvds...and the manga) And now i'm onto my Fay high! So he's my current theme. (or Tsubasa I suppose it can be considered 0_o)
I don't have any of this manga either. But I have been watching the few stray episodes they have on YouTube! Thank the heavens for YouTube! *bows down to computer with YouTube homepage on screen*
Last night we got even more fish! Yes my mom has been obsessing over fish lately. We took one fish back to the store because it was sick and had died. (they give you a waranty on fish) And then we had to take back another one because it was being mean to the rest of the fish. So those went bye-bye. And we got two bottom feeders. Wel...one is a crawdad tecnically.
What's a Crawdad? A crawdad is a little creature that looks like a miniature lobster! More comonly known as a creyfish.
Well anyway, we got those two little guys.
I've also been watching a lot of sailor moon on YouTube lately as well. And it brings back lots of memories. Like when I was in Kindergarden I use to come home and watch it on television. My brother use to watch it with me and ask me loads of questions like "why does their nail color have to change!?" You know stupid stuff like that. It's kind of funny know that I look back on it all. Then after sailor moon (we'd always catch the last five minutes or so. Not that much) we use to watch Dragonball Z. I never really liked it all too much. But it was a promise I made to my brother that if he would watch Sailor Moon with me I would watch his show with him.
So that's what we did after school. I miss those days. Very much!
I found on my schools website the other day, or middle school Choir festival recording. It makes me miss my old teacher. She was much better then the high school one we have now. She ws nicer. And more flexable with her singing. (even if she did choose favorites sometimes)
Quote of the day: When ever you get caught looking at him, remember, he was looking too.
(I seen this on someones avatar and I fell in love with it!)
And here are some questions
1: What was some of your mot precious childhood memories?
2: Did you have a teacher that you'll never forget?
Chobits high (cont.) Yes I'm still on a Chobits high! And the only way I can satisfy it (so it seems) is by watching the eppisodes on youtube. I don't have any of the manga. Or the dvds. (heck if I even know where the dvds are, they aren't at my bestbuy) And i'm flat out broke! *sighs* Such is the life of an anime fan...
It seems, that for those of us who are too young to get a job, keeping up with all the lastest anime goodness is next to impossible. I'm getting ten dollars next friday, hopefully, and i'm way behind in may manga and dvds. And now i'm on such a chobits high...*sighs again*
I love chobits (even through the perversion) Such a great show full of comedy and raises up some new questions on the subject of identity. Such a wonderful story line as well.
I remember when Chobits first came out. (In the United States at least) And boy does this make me feel old. I beleive I was in fifth grade...(i'm in 9th right now) And yes we were a little young to be reading Chobits...but still it was really popular! Hehee. Yeah, It's making me feel old. Boy, how time flies when you're young!
I also remeber this was when you could come home and watch Ruruoni Kenshin on cartoon network. I use to drive my mom crazy with that one.
Heres a few questions
1: Do you know a website were I can order the entire collection of Chobits for cheap?
2:Have you read or watched Chobits?
3:What was one of the first animes you were truely obsessed with?
A day at home! Yes! I will atempt to do somthing no one else has ever done! Find something interesting on t.v. at eleven o' clock in the morning! Impossible... Has anyone else ever noticed that? There is never anything good on the tube this early. I wake up feeling miserable. (I stayed home sick today) And the only thing I want is sit down and watch television. And as usual there is nothing good on!
But that's alright it gives me time to post on my site! Which I haven't done in probably a week. 0_O sorry about that by the way.
I changed my theme back to red and black. It seemed a lot more popular then the other colors I had on here. And I think it's a lot more...yeah...I can't find the words. ^_^ I guess I just like it lots! It fits my personality much better.
I've been visiting my grandparents lately. My dads parents not my moms. My grandpa is probably not going to last much longer. He's too weak even to cough. Or talk. (he just kind of mumbles) But the good thing is he's kept his sense of humor through it all. So I guess that's good.
I found out I will be seeing my dad at the funeral. And his wife Maria. *ack!* I really can't stand either of them. My mom is going to try and get a day off to come with me. (If it's on a weekend) That way my aunt dosn't have to take care of me... Otherwise my mom has to dig up documents saying that my dad dosn't have custody of me in case they try to start something. (Which they probably will) They don't even know i'm comming yet. But the rest of my family does, and they all stand beside us. Thank the heavens!
I also found out my dad has been hitting the bottle hard lately. Even harder then before. And Maria is going to speak at my grandfethers funeral! In some sort of Native American get up! Which I have no problem with. (You now the native american stuff.) Except for the fact that my grandfather was a Marine! And this is all going to be military themed! And she is going to be up there doing something completely different! In my oppinion that is very disrespectful! >_<
I also found out my brother wants to go into the military. And my dad is going to Iraq for a year.
Anyway...sorry...I have to go take some Asprin to calm my nerves. Thanx for reading I part now with a very funny (official, not fan made) FMA short. Which they are all chibis! I call chibi Envy!!!! ^_^
Rei