Friday, May 19, 2006

   humans are sick
One thing. Humans need to start doing not what they want but what, in the end, is best for them. I know, who would think a human would be smart enough to actually think ahead? And, OMG what would happen if someone actually did something that they didnt want to do, not cuz it was better for them but because it was better for everyone else. I know, it will never happen, humans are too headstrong and they care mostly about themselves, at least to the point where they are nearly incapable of making good judgement calls for themselves, let alone anyone else. Also, I despise religion. Its not any religion in particular that I have a problem with, its just everything it effects. I hate how religion plays such a major part in life to the point where some major decisions are made (like not giving people the option of abortion) because of your own personal morals or religious beliefs. At one point I thought that imposing your beliefs on someone else was wrong, and I still think that, I've just grown to realize that the supposed 'leaders' do the same damn thing, therefor imposing there beliefs on a national scale. That's just sick. And no, I'm not pro-abortion, and I'd never have an abortion, but people should have the right to make a choice and that shouldn't be taken away from people simply because of the fact that their president has different beliefs then some, and yet he feels the need to impose his beliefs on others. Of course I see the reason for religion. Most religions where most likely started in an attempt to make sense of the Chaos of everyday living. Why did it rain? Why did it snow? people never used to have realistic answers for those questions which in todays modern society are have realistic answers, and instead they claimed that deities which they would then worship were the ones causing the rain, the storms, the forests. Yet, religion has evolved into a much more sick thing. Now people kill others based off of religion, they revoke peoples rights because of religion. Also, I despise people who use their religion in a pathetic and futile attempt to 'inform' others that they are right and anyone who disagrees with them is wrong because it says so in THEIR religion. BULLSHIT! any religion is likely to state that they are the best, but 1)that doesnt mean its true, and 2)even if it is people are entitled to their own beliefs and others should respect that. Also, religion leads to war. See example- palestine, hell, theres many examples in the middle east and in Africa too, it's just that some are more publicized than the others. Also, I dont like government. (random, but true). Any government where someone can be hurt and beaten and put right back where they got hurt is a horrible thing. Of course, nothings perfect, and thats another reason I dislike gov. Many officials think that because they have politcal power means they can do whatever they want, and sadly in todays society that's become true. I'm not saying its right, but its now accepted, at least in America. And I know that I am lucky to be in America. Anywhere else in the world I would be more likely to witness much more wrongful persecution, financial poverty, abuse, destruction, and murder than I will witness here in the safety of this God-Complex country.Though in truth there is no place safe any longer, its all been destroyed and rebuilt into our sick society. I despise the way humans live today, how many have to sleep with a gun to feel safe. That is no way to live, and yet even in America we feel the need to have at least one gun for 'just in case'. I wonder how many 'just in case' guns have led to accidental shootings, murder, school shootings, and killing sprees. In an effort to protect ourselves we cause more problems and more people are hurt and killed because we thought we had to 'be prepared'. Us being prepared, that can lead to horrible things if in the wrong hands at the wrong times. There is no where that is safe from these truths, there is nothing truly sacred, note ven ourselves. Anything can be bought or sold if the price is right-even people. Humanity is sick, and i wonder what will happen if this bird flu occurs. Obviously the gov. will react too slowly, many will die, but forty years later, after so many were killed, what will the survivors say? Will the destruction of this sick society lead to a newer, better one, or will it just repeat its self as history always does. In the end, all we know, is that everyone is sick. Not with a flu, but with humanity and all the horrible things that come with being what we are in this modern day and age. I wonder if eventually more people will understand that not just the people they see on TV are sick, but so are the people they dont see, the neighbors, the teachers, the parents and friends. They're all sick, as are you, the reader. We're all sick, and it won't be contained. This tainting evil will inhabit us all. In fact, it already has, and by you reading this, you've become aware of this. Some who come to terms with this cant cope, and kill themselves or at least try, many others pretend that it isnt true, or that THEY are the sane ones, and everyone else is sick. A few understand, but even less show the truth to others. What will you do? What is your reaction? Will you spread it or hide it? Or perhaps you'd like to debate about whether i'm right or not. Whatever you feel like doing, do it. just take a sec to think about how everything in life is like dominoes, and how knocking one over can lead hundreds to fall.
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

   No one knows me here, and that is a good thing. i keep a persona wrapped around my body tighter than chains. They have no understanding of how my mind works, of how i really am. With them I laugh and smile, as if I care what they say. No, at the time perhaps i do care. But upon reflecting these actions I now do not. Your life, your rules, your mistakes. I shall watch you, and learn, and interfere when i must. I am no soldier, i am a mercenary. I do what I shall when I feel its necessary. To some, this may sound odd or stupid, but you have not tread in my shoes therefor you have no right to utter a whisper about how i am, or what I am. What am i? What are you? I am the opposite, and yet I am not. We are human, aren't we? Or are we just figments on a larger comp, designed to fail. Perhaps, but is that really true? No, nothings true. Life is false. All that exists is the blood in my veins and the sense to do as I please instead of obeying others. I am a rebel, yet i have nothing yet to rebel against, accept myself. I rebel against myself, i hate it with a passion. This boundary of flesh and bone which holds me in this hell. Yet, there is no real boundary. I allow this to exist, and lead a double life. Those who know me in the physical plain shall never see me in the cyber plain, for they wwill not see the distinction. They will not realize that I am two entities in one body. Two souls wrapped in one chain that must exist with eachother. Without death there is no true life, and without darkness there is no meaning to light. What we are most scared of is what gives us meaning.
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