Sunday, July 16, 2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtEIZr6XFYg&search=Gaara
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   U know...Everyone who has love should cheerish it....I have a love....But Sometimes...It really makes me feel that i have a purpose...but I once hurt some one I loved...Just to be with another..I told him not to love me....But yet he still does...I Was the most selfish person alive when i said and did what i did...i just can not....let go of a memory long past....PPl don't do what i did...Dont be a fool...and miss out on the most wonderful chance in life...Love only comes round once in a life time....So enjoy it...Cherrish it...Don't let it go...I would go back in time if i could...But time is all i have now...time and death....
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   Looking back at me
I see that i never really got right..
I never stopped to think of u
I'm always rapped up in things i can not win
U r the antidote that gets me by
something strong like a drug that gets me high
what i really ment to say
isi'm sry for the way i am.
I never ment to be so cold..
never ment to be so cold
what i really ment to say
is i'm sry for the way i am
I never ment to be so cold
never ment to be so cold
cold to u
I'm sry bout all the lies
maybe in a different light
U can see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
u r the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drung that got me high..
what i really ment to say is
I'm sry for the way i am
I never ment to be so cold...
Never ment to be so cold
what i really ment to say
Is i'm sry for the way i am
I never ment to be so cold
Never ment to be so cold
I never ment to be...soooo cold
never really wanted u to see the screwed up side me that i keep locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
i never really wanted u to go
some many things u should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
never ment to be so cold..

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I FEEL THE NEED TO CRY.....T_T
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

   hello..sry to have been really late on my next post...lol...i find it funny...i got a new animal..a cat...I named her Sparrow....Its blacka n white...lol...Its tryin to get used to my dog massie...they r both inside so yea...But its so cute to see the cat rub all over the dog...I also went and seen The Pirates 2..lol..That movie was 3 hours long...wow..my butt was numb after sitting there that long...lol...but it was an awesome kick ass movie...lol...I was glad to get away from my family...considering what they have been saying to me an about me....yesterday i got into a fight with my granny....it was an all day fighting thing...its been like this since i went back to her house for school last wensday...Ever since then i have been down grading myself and other things that i wont say in this post....the past hauntings of a long forgotten pain....lol...old habits die hard...lol...so how is everyone?...have a nice day....
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Friday, June 30, 2006

   yo pplz...whats up?...i have been ok...i have had alot of fun....lol..i hope everyones summer is going ok..lol...wellz i got to go...cause...i am waiting for my friend to come over..lol
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Sunday, June 25, 2006

   Hello..i'm up at my moms....Today is my little brothers b-day...Very mysterious....Look i'm sry that it takes me so long to get back to ppl who sign my GB...Its just that i really am not on the computer that much anymore cause i have alot of things to do at my moms and grandmas...moving around is hard...lol...I make no sense when i speak alot..so how is everyone?..well i hope to see ya soon....
Bye
Jessica
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Thursday, June 22, 2006

   Hello....SO how is everyone...Summer school is going good...And my family is ok..They are all working really hard..as am i...Has anyone one ever read Midnight Blue by Nancy A. Collins?...Its really cool..Its like a series..The girl that is the main Character is Sonja Blue. She is like a vampire that is stronger than any other.. AWESOME!!!...lol...I got some Stuff for u...There are a few poem thingys i will be putting up here on my posts..lol..i hope u enjoy them...lol -^_^-..I also changed my background...I know its weird but...ok..lol..werid is..sometimes ok..depending on what kinda weird it is...lol..sry:

"From fairyland she must have come
Or else she is a mermaiden,"
Some say that she is a ghoul, and some
A Heathen goddess born again.
--John Davidson, "A Ballad Of a Nun"
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Sunday, June 18, 2006

hello....i just wanted to stop by...i haven't been on lately....but i am bery sry...I feel like shit..i feel so cold and shut out from every one around me...even u ppl....my friends..or at least i hope ur my friends..the other day i fell down the stairs and almost killed myself..well i gotz to go....love u all
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Friday, June 2, 2006

So much to do...Well i have something to tell u all...I am going up to my moms...I won't be able to use a computer for a while so yea...I have so much packing to do...Plus today i have exams...The last day of school..FINALLY!!..lol...Well its about 4:22 pver here and i write this in the sincerest part of my heart...I love u all and i cheerish every thing u've done....i will get on in about 3 to 4 days...depending on whats going on....and Fire God....Please...I'll be here waiting for u...
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