Monday, May 29, 2006

i just..don't...i don't know what to think anymore...i can't go on...no...i won't go on with out him....i'd rather die
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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   Areo dinamics....i tell u...it just kinda sux...when the guys u know ur gonna have to deal with all FB season already got names for ya...its a scarey thought.....very scarey 0.o ..well anyway...how is everyone?....i was so...idk...today i got up and...well..the weirdest thing...i let my tv on so i went and shut it off..then all of a sudden thunder and lightning...BOOM!!!..lol..it was like it was mad at me for shutting it off...lol...weird......lmfao..i have issues with talking about stupid stuff...but doesn't everyone have issues?...lol...well..ok...thats..ok...3 more days...till my B-day....its gonna be....funny...lmfao
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   A knife of sadness....stabs through my heart..Now just an open wound...remembering the pain i felt the day i let u go....The pain i could sense u had..It all came down on me again in a simple memory....
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

   Hello...its just me again...My b-day...is mext weekend..and it sux...lol..i just wish that..yea..nvm..i'll just not say that..but i'm gonna be 15..and..wow...it kinda sux...but my weekend was great...sry i haven't undated...my moms phone was shut off..and so no internet..lol..but i did try..i was having fun..i stayed at my neighbors house for hours last night...lol..but so how is everyone and how were ur weekends?..lol
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

   i don't think anyone has any idea....lol..so much going on...my head is spinning...and...yea...wow....bite me....lol..no..don't really bite me..i feel drugged..but i'm not...lol...well..i'll get back to everyone later...lol...so hope everyone has a nice day..lol
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   hello..sry i haven't updated in a while...I feel so..left out all the time...i may...lol...well..never mind that...lol
Smile for me daddy
Whatcha looking
let me see ur grill
u wanna see my what
yea ur grill
yea yea ur grill...
that song..lol...well..i am ok..and everything is going great...lol...as far as i know..and stuff...lol...so how is everyone?..lol
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Friday, May 12, 2006

   hello...so how is every one today?...I hope all is good..well..yea..lol...I am at my moms..and such...I am kinda bummed out...just abit...Lol...Sry that i haved bugged everyone lately...loo
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Tuesday, May 9, 2006

   hello...how is everyone today?.....my day went ok...but yea..i just wanna know how everyone else is....cause u pplz r more important to me...today was interesting...lol....but yet again.. yea...tell me what happened in ur days today?..lol
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Monday, May 8, 2006

   HAHAHAHAHA...Ok...hello...I am so gonna jumps some where..no playing with ya..my pool isn't open yet..lol...i am in a happy mood today and yea...but how was everyones day?
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Sunday, May 7, 2006

   I am so freaking tired..Damn it all..Its so cold...I had a hard time sleeping last night...Its like i was outside in winter or something....I had three blankets on me and i was still cold..And sitting at the computer i still have a blanket on me...Gosh.....U know...I miss this....redoing stuff like this..When i first came here i was so nervous and i was hardly on at all..but now that i know ppl and the stuff i need to do..I am on all the time...sorta...lol....I got to see my step dad yesterday...and my little brother...i swear....lmfao...my little brother was talking about how some guy who had dropped his pants and his underwear..and this is coming from 7 year old boy and telling my mom and dad about it and yea..but my mom asked him what else he saw...and he said "mel u don't wanna know"...so dad asked him again what he saw...and Noa said "his nuts dropped off"..This is a little boy..so he doesn't really know that much about that stuff...but it was funny cause my mom and dad were just cracking up laughing....lol...and this morning....Does anyone ever get that feeling that they are being watched while there sleeping?....well this morning my mom was upstiars and walked to my door way...I didn't hear her at all...and i just got that feeling and looked up and she was there...I kinda jumped cause it was scarey....she was just standing there looking at me....and it was just freaky...my mom is in pain right now...She has an absessed tooth...and the infection makes her face get swollen and hurt...I feel so bad that i can't do much for her and such things....I believe the antibiotics aren't working..but she says they are..so i will leave it at that..well..i'm gonna go now cause dani is up so yea..lol
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