Wednesday, August 15, 2007

hello again
whats new everone im happy i think today kalya is back today and she had wierd news but thats her stuff so i cant talk about that but yeah me and tasha are doing good going to run for now
peace
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

hey how are you ppl
im doing just fine and me and my gf are doing good and schools coming up soon and im looking to get a job at 7/11 i hopr that works out but yeah if there anyone that wishes to no more just msg me and i talk to u about ist ok take care everone
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Friday, July 6, 2007

   wow long time no talk
well today i felt like talking about stuff once again im leaving on next sundayand there is so much fun im going to have but then again im going to see my mother and that makes me nervous.... i just dont know whats waitinging for me you know im just scard of what mite happen and what to say to her. i feel lost in how i feel right now. i wish i could understand how to feel right now... on a better note it going to be me and tashas 3 months in 2 days so im happy about that:)i have to cut this one short sorry bye
alex
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Monday, November 20, 2006

Bleeding out my soul

The gleam of the knife is shining bright

I know that I'm going to cut this night.

I can't explain why I must slice my skin

It is a strong urge that I have within.

I glide the knife across my flesh, there is no pain

The drops of blood is what I want to gain.

Slowly, the knife cuts deep into the arm

I don't want to die, I just want to harm.

The blood is my soul freeing itself from the past

The euphoria of seeing it, I wish it could last.

It is over now and I feel such disgust and shame

The beast of this addiction I cannot tame.

Why do I do this? The pain always returns

My soul is trapped again, the urges burn.

I can't stop. I've tried and I've tried

My good intentions are always denied.

One of these days my soul will really be free

And I can find out about the real me.

Until that day comes I'll be seduced by the blood

Cutting and burning in the memories that flood.

Ginger 2004 this poem speeks tome so much i must cut
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Friday, October 27, 2006

Im confuzzled lately but i hope everything works out i have Gf now is she more of and online Gf her name is katelynn and shes vary sweet i just wish i was that in alberta with her cuz that would be a hole lot easyer for me but i must stay in winnipeg to finish my schooling and stuff i mite be geting a lip ring for Cristmas with is sweet im going for my beginers soon to with will be fun cuz i never figerd i would be hind the wheel lol but yeah i gtg for now and thanks again thepinkprincess :)
peace
fallen knight out
Ps lol i dont know u name
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