Thursday, October 12, 2006

i have things to think about now i mite be going to glenlawn for school now!yay!rhonda has gardinship of me now so thats awsome and a new love for some one whos dose even know
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

Sry i havent posted in a long time
well lets start with im sick of all this shit thats
happening i wish i could cral in a hloe an die i have to stay strong for if i give in they win i wish that i could help more but im pretty much useless but thats just my point of view not im going crazy with moving to alberta cuz im second thinking it right now i have so much to think about its making my brain hurt im trying to quit smoking but i dont think that going to work with all this stress i love my girl friend but i dont know if she feals the same way i fear her heart belongs to some one else but i wish for her to know what ever happens ill love her even if she leaves me and always be there for her i hope she make the right choses and gets away from drugs i only with for her to be happy but drugs arnt the answer and she knows that but i wish only the best for her and if she wishs to be with some one else ill be fine with that. now the thing about my mother out in Sask. i think she is doing better i think rob is still an asshole so that kinda all about that other the that shes finaly sending me money. travs seams to be doing fine mom is good she alil stressed but she has a ne interest thats making her happy mmmmmm.. but im going to go for now K
BYezzzzz
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

   i want to know who thinks i should just but out of there lifes and go to were i belong
k i want to see a poll on how many people think that im being an ass and that i should go to Sash.
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   cunfuzzed But not
well hi I Know i haven't Talk in a while but i feal that i need to say some thing see im dating some one i thought i would be in love with but as u know its hard to find that so i tryed differnt ideas to help the situation out but it didnt so now im left her woundering what to do mmmmm.. im tryierd and know i cant spell so bla.... anyways gettng back to it theres something wlse thats bothering me... i think im still in love with.... some one esle and she dosent ever know it it some one i dated a while back i tryed to date her in the past and i could never hold on to it i couldnt see what was in front of me i mean i do have glasses but they dont help well i hope i can talk her how i feel about her.......





i wrote a poem about it

as i lay here woundering how things could have been

i weep in the hole i call a life i feel lost inside

when i see her laugh i feal as if
its real

but i ask my self is it real or is

she crying on the inside for some

one to hear her but no one see's

her pain no one seams to even care

what she dosent see is that i do

if she only knew how much she helps me i wish

we could start over were i could be there for u

my love for u will never die out

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

   hello
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Monday, May 15, 2006

well i am boared and sitting here and i havent talk to you in like a couple days so... well life so for is ok i guess i mean it not bad i wish i was in school and had a job bla im sad cuz i have spoken to my GF in like a couple days so im sad i feal all alone cuz every one has every one i miss being with her.. well gtg

Peace
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Saturday, May 13, 2006

   well todays post is good:)
well lets start with the fact just yesterday Ryley said yes for going out with me ... and im like sweet
so these two days have bine awsome and i really like her a lot more then and other girl i have ever knowen she so sweet and pretty i love her all ready
and know what u must say all ready and yesh i say she the best thing to happen to me
well gtg byez
peace
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Sunday, May 7, 2006

well today
well today was ok im mean i was fine and all and yesterday was fun and wierd cuz i saw my ex that i havent talked to in like a year but other then that i was good and today....mmm lets see well it started off ok i when to the store in my pjs lol but yeah i talk to sarah about ryley i like her alot but i can find a way to talk to her i feal dumb but w/e i talk to her soon and im trying to ask her out mmmmmm... well now it like 1 am so im a little sleepy and a convo i had on msn got me thing about my dad and all the talk about dads in the house fuck why cznt i lett it go fuck..................
i m a little pissed so im going to my room
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

sup well im messed up right now and i want to cut agian
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what now i wounder what do i do i have raechel now again im try to give herroom but im afrid i dont know how much she needs and i want there for her and shit but i dont know if she want me to be there
what do i do then?
i wish i new and i dont want to get anoying to her thats my other worry
but for now i lost what to do about my life.........
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