Tuesday, September 6, 2005

   Guess who's back bi-yatches!!!????
Yeah! Thats right! I've moved into a new apartment with 3 of my friends in the city ^_^ And I fukin' love it here!!! Its awesome.. we went to a party last night, hung out at Adam and Patrick's apartment and then went around to all the parties at Res.Its rocked! But there' only one downer- Trevor and I. I'm not happy... he's giving up again, being lazy, not caring... I don't like this whole bi-polar thing... but I do love him and I don't want to let him go. We've gotten through shit like this before... maybe this time won't be any different?? Any way.. I'm prolly gonna work on a new website soon, and check out all yours... It's great to be back!!!

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	everlasting
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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   Net... how I miss thee...
meh, guess its not so bad... I'm workin two jobs now and I get to update when I'm at Trevors... though thats not too often... not at all. Oh well... come late August I'll be living in town with my friends (Where there is net I must add)... See ya'll then homies! Tee hee, luvs ya!

Fallen O
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Monday, June 6, 2005

   no more net
yeah. I'm losin the interent.. for what I know to be two weeks... I don't think I will survive. MSN is liek the phone to me, adn its how i keep in touch with everyone, including the people I'm living wih next year. Oh well... guess i can update in school and what not... check my snail mail. Gah... later
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Friday, June 3, 2005

   Ashley Ashley Ashley...
Ash, you're so right now its scary. I'm as broken as you are... I've never felt as totally FUCKED up as I do today.. and I've been pretty messed, I'm scared as to how he has such a hold on me. Never have I just come home from school, cried, slept, and cried again... never have I wasted the sunshine.
I am so bored, and tired of his bullshit, and how he doesn't care, that he's driving me insane. I'm not happy, he knows it, and ignores it. Something you have, and love, shouldn't hurt this much.
You said this morning, "You never smile anymore" and my heart broke... cause its true. You called me beautiful and I realized you were the first...
I need something soon, before I break and my cheeks freeze this way. Thanks Ashley... your experience in a similar hell, and your advice, poses quite helpful. One day... everyone will know our names, as the two girls who survived.. ha, funny, cause today I feel as though I'm already dead...

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

   hi hi hi
yep, I manage to make a post ^_^ yay for me! Tis only cause I'm soooo bored though. I had exams the past two weeks so I wasn't in the best mood and Trevor was sick. But he was alot better by friday and I asked him to do something special this weekend.. I wanted to celabrate I guess.... but it didn't work that way. He's been kinda selfish lately, I don't think he's trying anymore. So I've got to make him snap out of that... there's no way I'm leaving him, I love him too much.. but he should still try, ya know? do things to make me happy...
Anywayz.. i don't know what to do to bring him back to the wasy he was a month ago, adn all before that, how he'd surprise me with little things he'd know I'd love and how I'd do the same.. urgh.
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Saturday, May 14, 2005

   Wicked party last night ^_^
Mood: tired, but happey ^_^
Listening to: My Sharona- The Ramones

Oh yeah... went to Ashleys for a party last night, twas most awesome. All my friends were there like Trevor, Shawn, Andrew, Ashley, and Jessica.. as well as Brad and Terri (who will be in the house with us next year).
Anywayz... theres this myth- that you can't drink 4 litres of milk within an hour and keep it down. Trevor (my b/f), being the stubborn one... attempted to do so.. and the boys went and bought 4litres of milk! he almost had the first 2litres down when he got the shakes... and the shivers.... then... I followed him to the bathroom- as did alot of people... and he barfed... yeah...ew... so, I helped him clean himself up, I felt kinda bad... but not really, cause I know him better than everyone else, and I know why he did it... and he kinda dissappointed me... but I helped him clean up.. cause he's still my hunny, and I love him no matter what.
So.. we hung out there... an dlistened to Basket case by Green Day (my favourite song by them) and then me and jess went to get the food (pizza and chinese) and then we all ate. Then, Trevor, Andrew, Shawn, adn i drove home. I love the car rides... Trevor had his mix tape on with this older rock songs we loved, which got me into my old Ramones stuff ^_^ so yeah... IT WAS FUCKING AWSOME LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, May 8, 2005

   stupid fucking labels... this is what I thinks of them:

You scored as goth. goth 94% punk 56% screamo 50% emo 28% hardcore 28% emo, scremo,punk,goth or hardcore created with QuizFarm.com

alright... so i took the stupid quiz on my new friends site.. just interested to know what it says... but I'm not goth... or emo... or punk. I'm just me... and I love all rock music! The Sex pistols, pink floyd, Iron Maiden, Pennywise, Bad Religion, HIM, Evanescence, Lacuna coil, Nightwish and lots more.. so you can't classify me. I do wear a lot of black and band shirts, but thats just me- and whatever fits with a pair of comfy jeans. I can't be punk because personally i think punk id the most hypocritical one- it is now a society against sturcture!? weird... back in the day all these meant something... but now there are too many posers so i rather not be there. I just exist... quietly.Also, I think if you have to classify yourself- you don't belong in that category. Its not how look look, or what you listen too, its just what you are! ^_^

love ya'll,
you can call me Moofin now
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Saturday, May 7, 2005

   whoot!
I went in town with some peoples from school yesterday...including Brad, Brian, and Jessica (pics in last post, future room-mates). It was pretty awesome.... I slept at Jessica's house the night before... and we were up talking so we only slept for like 4 hours, lol. Then we went to a College in town for this Skills Cananda Competition, the boys had robotics, I had done 2-d animation, and Jessica was doing job skills demonstration^^ Jess and the boys got Bronze, which was great, especially because Jess had tough competition, and I got silver! I was soooo surprised^^ We had an awesome time... Brian was really stressing out over Robotics though... and on fixing the robot... I just sat by him and tried to keep them all calm.. but Brian's not the kinda guy who wants a hug, lmfao. I felt kinda empathetic for him... and I don't really uinderstand that... if you understood how stubborn he is you wouldn't either. Oh well.... he was pretty cool yesterday.

yeah.. I got home around 10 and I was really tired. I called Trevor and he said he'd call me back, I was feeling shitty then because he didn't really congratulate me or anything... so i went to sleep a little heartbroken. I must have just doesd off cause i woke up and i felt something grabbed on to me! i had such a fuckin fright! I turned around and here was Trevor... looking as though he was asleep.. so I kissed him.. and he opened his eyes and said "surprise"... so then i just smiled and hugged in to him a bit... he hugged me, congradulated me, tucked me in again and said good night.
funny really, he says I'm too good for him, that I don't deserve him.... but I couldn't ask for anything better ^_^
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Wednesday, May 4, 2005

I've Pictures!
so, I've been here for... I guess a year now- and I've made alot of good friends, but none of you have ever seen me^^ so... here it goes:
Keep in mind that Brad, Brian, and Jess will be my roomates next year^^

This is me(left) and Ashley (aka fee-fi-fo-fum)




This is my VERY stubborn friend Brian.. as you can tell by this pic- he's secretly plotting to destroy me.



Excuse the booze- this was at a party, this is Brad^^



My friends Ashley and Jessica (fee-fi-fo-fum and jessicadowning on MyO)




Last but not least, prolly my best guy friend Shawn, and his prom date Teja.

SOooooooo...... bet you think we're all fugly, eh? *stares*

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Monday, May 2, 2005

   a Poem^^ please comment
My Innocence by ME, aka Kristina

amongst the whispers of the wind
my silence takes a stand
and screams upon deaf ears of this disrespected land

Take apart the hemispheres
pry the letters from the axis
toss these iron marks upon the pile
amongst the broken you've been blessed

Ballet above the grave until faint
what more is there to do
but cellibrate waht you've destroyed
this world has burned for you

Dear youth, grasp such essential part
not to let your emerald inferno
engulf what lay heavy in heart
hide in your tiny hands,
the appreciation you now know....
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