Saturday, April 23, 2005

Another week
Another week has passed me by, and I don't think its was any better than the last. I had my interview for University, I think I'm leaning towards child phsycology, instead of social work... not sure yet, but thats okay.

I've been on gaia, tryin to make gold, and it isn't easy. if you have an account, add me, I'm fallen_otaku, lol. Thats my name on practically everything, and if you have msn- just pm me and I'll add ya^^

There was a party last night, it had its fun moments i must say, I can't wait to get the pics back for my online album- wheneveryone gts over their hangover, lmao. I didn't drink though, I could've but I didn't. I dunno, sometimes you lose respect for people when you see them drug, and i didn't want people to see me that way, someday maybe. (J and A- thats not you^^ you was fine, luv ya'll, glad we found CHogan after, lol.)

Anywayz, after the party, Andrew, Shawn, Trevor and I wen tout for pizza- and it was wicked, however Shawn burned his wrist real bad on the grease- maybe he'll sue^^ It was funny as hell thou, laughin and carrying on- i almost choked 0.0,

anywayz- I'll be checking out sites again this weekend, keeping in touch with all my friends, and the fallen lovers, ttyl, luv ya'll.

xXxthe fallen onexXx
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

good morning........
I'm slowly taking my time to wake up^^ I've had a busy and tiring week. Wednesday was the day of silence, so I didn't speak alllllll day, and Thursday was the thirty hour famine so I couldn't eat alllllllll day. Then Yesterday morning I got up at 5 and Andrew picked me up, cause all the people that did the famine met at McDonald's for breakfast^^ Then after school Friday- Andrew, Justin, and Myself went to the mall for an hour, then I went to tanning, and then Trevor came up and we went to the mall again. My friend Justin works at Bargain Giant, and when we were talking to him he tols us someone gizemed in the fountain (if you don't know what that is it's prolly the most disgusting thing you can think of). Of course, I laughed real hard, laughed my fucking ass off!

Then.... meh... we went to Shawn's but he was on the comp the whole time. Then, Shawn, Trevor, and i came down here- and Shawn was ON MY COMP the whole friggin time. So Trevor and i went out in the rec room and watched the first (and prolly the best) crow movie^^ Yep.. thats all the good stuff that happened this week.....

So, meh, I'm gonna get to all the updated sites this weekend of course... every week, thats my goal- cause I'm soooo busy lately^^ ttyl all- luv ya's!

xXxthe fallen onexXx
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Saturday, April 9, 2005

   A poem for Trevor, that he'll prolly never read anyways
THE NOTHING INSIDE, THAT EATS ME ALIVE

Out of all the other girls,
for some reason, he's with me,
and he promises contstantly, that this is the way it will always be.

but I'm nothing like them, so what is it he did find,
that attracted him to me,
and left such questions in my mind?

I never saw myself as pretty
what else have I to offer?
this misunderstanding love has left me bothered.

You're in love with me, so you say.
repetition is an attempt to persway-

BUT I WON"T BELIEVE YOU!
until I understand in full!
To see what you see-
when you've never called me beautiful....

SO WHAT AM I TO YOU!!!!!!!!!?
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   Hello Everyone! No... I'm not dead!
Yeah, I'm here. I'm sooo sorry I haven't been on in a while but I had two big tests this week, tutoring, and I had to stay after school one day for practis with this new 2D program. I apologize, but I'm here now! :)

Alrighty... a couple days ago I started to play Gaia online^^ its alright, but I'm broke :(. If anyone here has an account my username is fallen_otaku, you can add me as a friend. If anyone wants to join use this button and say fallen_otaku referred you so I can make some gold for a change :(

Also, I went to my neighbour's house yesterday- he has all this badass anime and music by bands I love- songs I've never had the opportunity to hear! So, yeah! Hearing it all had me on cloud nine. Then we went for a walk, mom made me cause she said I haven't been out (tests and shit goin on), and it was real funny, entertaining even. Weird thou, he used to be like my big brother but we drifted apart- now I'm finding out how much we have in common- must have been all the time I spent with him when I was younger... cause we haven't talked in a LONG time. Nice though, to get to know him again, hes a pretty cool dude. He's gonna teach me how to play "One" by Metallica on guitar- so that I can surprise Trevor; Trevor loves that song :)

Anywayz... I'm gonna go check out all your sites... I mighten be on much weekdays but I'm going to make a point to catch up every weekend, to keep my friends here at myotaku^^
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Friday, April 1, 2005

   I'm sorry to some people
I have way too many people on my friends list, and its getting too hard to keep track of everyone :( So I'll have to take some people off. But no worries! If you talk to me alot, or I've helped you out, or you're a godd friend of mine, or a fallen lover, or you COMMENT ON THIS telling me that you want to stay friends, then you'll stay! But, if you added me as a friend and haven't visited or chatted since- I'll deleting you :( Sorry.... well... off i go to cut it down abit. Sorry to anyone I delete, but if you're reading this- I most likely didn't delete you ^_^

xXxthe fallen onexXx
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Thursday, March 31, 2005

   Meet HibikiRyouga
Everyone who is someone, yes, that means all of you, please go to my friends site, HibikiRyouga. He designs wicked wallpapers which should be up in the next day or so -_-, but check him out and sign his guest book, please! Show a warm otaku welcome, he'll prolly be doing wallpapers for the fallen lovers, as well as my good friend abc kid ^^
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Monday, March 28, 2005

   hiya!
I'm off on Easter Hollidays now- i want to draw but I have no idea what! So, I'm now open for requests^^ Also, I'm continueously adding to the fallen lovers site, If you have anything to submit- please do^^ and if you'd like to join- just ask^^

go to: www.freewebs.com/thefallenlovers

or: www.myotaku.com/users/fallen_lovers
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Saturday, March 26, 2005

   I'm Baaaaaaaa-ck!!!!!!!
Howdy all! I took a short break from myO, so that I could work on images for the fallen lovers site- I must say, I'm really starting to get the hang of it. I also did obsezdwitGC's site, and I love the avi I made for her^^, if anyone needs a personalized one- you know who to come too. Unless you have one like ebony's. Thats totally badass and I don't want/need to mess with it^^
Anywayz, now I'm working on enter signs and listening to the song Bloodline by Slayer- tis awesome, ya'll should check it out.

Anywayz... more news:
I went out to a resterant with the guys Thursdays. T'was me, Ashley, and 6 guys^^ It was Shawn's birthday. It was AWESOME! The ride home was hilarious, I sat infront with my buddy Andrew- who loves hip hop, so he put my hood up and sunglasses on me and we were dancing and singing the whole way home, it was awesome! Justin said he thought he saw me kiss Andrew, and Andrew said he thought I kissed Justin- but I never! I was only kissing Trevor- all night. What a bunch of tards. Funny though, the most real fun I had all week^^

Dumb Kevin:
My friend, is dating this skank who's been with all these really old guys. After the dinner Thursday he went to a prep party with her. She does E too, so I bet she got all out of it and fucked him. Hope he's satisfied, as always he'll learn the hard way, prolly wake up with the clap. Well... yeah thats fuckin getting on my nerves.... anywayz, I'll get to all your sites today- later!

xXxthe fallen onexXx

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

   you want em, i got em^^
I made new avatars- they're cute^^ I put them on our help/graphics site- www.freewebs.com/thefallenlovers

Go check it out^^ If you like anything enough to use it let me know^^

Also- i'm gonna do this 2D animation competition- should be cool, i get to miss 2 days off classes! ^^
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   boo.
oh mys... highschool life is stressful, bet university is 10 times as bed >.<, oh mys.... here I am in school and Trevor is in the class next to me, yet he won't come and visit, he says he can't, I says thats bullshit. Well, everyone has their problems today. Mine are minor, so I'm trying my best.
I helped obsezdwitGC with her site yesterday- needed her password to do it, but she trusted me enough and now its almost all done^^ Thats what I like about these sites anyways- no big risk^^
Anywho, never got to many of your sites yesterday, i had to tutor after school and my mom needed the comp, so I'll check out some today- before I plays some Diablo with Shawn- later all


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