Friday, February 11, 2005

   Another poem
This one was a quicky-maybe I'll revise it later, but please comment
^_^

If this be Love:

If you loved me,
then my sweet lust would see
you would want to make love,
and you'd want to have me.

If you loved me,
you'd not ignore me now and again,
to be with your many friends.

If you'd love me,
you'd call me beautiful once in a while,
if you loved- you'd always want to see me smile.

Though you say you love me,
what proof have I
when ever so often you distance yourself from me,
and I'm left wondering "why"?

Let this not be true!
I'm so in love with you.
Though if this is how it be,
you are not in love with me.

And I'll have to move on,
though it tears me apart,
but this hypocritical love
slowly breaks my heart.

So off I'll go,
I'll leave you for the best
And you'll cry of this fate.
you'll realize you loved me,
when I am left,
you'll realize all too late.
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   Poem
I just wrote this poem for school- please comment^_^

Ghost:

Inhuman machinations
forged a monster before its time
a robotic young woman
her story told in iron rhyme

no one sees through porcelean eyes
into souless apparations
the young ghost had never asked to become a doll-like creation

Locked within a shell
cold imprisonment, empty silence,
emotionless appearance and unnatural birth
parented by a new age metropolis

Such solds to be sold
such ghosts to be created
As this haunting girl uncoils
angelic forms like hers appear as blasphemy
while government feeds upon the spoils

though our pawn resembles God
humanity is of the conscious mind
all humans fall before the perfect dolls
the mind of a ghost is undefined

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   Mwahahahahahahahhahahaha!!!!
teeheehee-that was me ^_^
Today i am drawing- and I plan to draw alot more! I have lots of pic to put up, cause I've been working on a portfilio for University- where I plan to study visiual art! Yay! ttyl
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Another poem
The Romantic:

she walks along the street, looking fo an end
someone to stop for.
She dances along the beach, in her most beautify outfit,
wishing someone watched her.
A girl with an open heart and ready eyes,
waiting impatiently for a blue-eyed surprise.
Hopelessly romantic in everything she does,
like the rest of us- awaiting,
an ominous love.

please comment ^_^ My other poems are still in the archives rotting away if you haven't read them yet.

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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Hey all!
My new personal site is now up and runnin! its at www.freewebs.com/fallen_otaku, and you can also find it on the BRAND NEW LAYOUT for the fallen lovers site! so check it out! There's even an older pic of me with a friend there- you can check it out if you're not a creepy old man, lol. I'll have a newer one up soon-and a nicer one ^_^, I hate that pic, looks like I don't brush my teath :(, stupid cam.
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Friday, February 4, 2005

   Hey all!!!!
Hiya! I'm feelin much better today :) I made forty bucks tutorin three kids yesturday from 4-8. Thats good. And I uploaded two picks and it would be AWESOME if you all could vote on what you like and tell me what you think. Yay! And, by the way, the Fallen Lovers site is going well, I've got a lot of stuff sent to me and it will be completely up an running by Saturday Evening! I can't wait to see it complete :) :)
Later all! I'm goin to the boyfriend's after school- it's gonna be a long night ~_^
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   Boo-ya!
pft! Back to school today- it sucks:( And I got a major migraine... damn. Oh well, not much i can do, i gotta tutor some kiddies after school tho so that means MONEY!! Yay! Well... anywayz- later dayz.

Current mood: Pissed dammit
Listening to: Buried Alive by Love- HIM
Going to: GO GET A SHOWER BEFORE SCHOOL! Later! ^_^
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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   New layout
I was getting quite bored with the old layout- what do you all think of this new one???

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Saturday, January 29, 2005

   Another poem!! Where are they all coming from??
TO THE WORLD:

Why we are so cruel is beyond me
The wars are pain, why repeat history?

People need peace, not blood in their breathe,
the sound of security, a healing rythm not heard yet.

Listen to the music, true- it is agression,
but behind the anger there is a love, a passion.
Music means something to the world, something that makes me proud.
Its not enough to spread the love, this voice is only so loud...

can I change the world?
can I stop the rage that gives murder reason?
Can I freeze time and advocate the hate- that returns and changes like the season?

WE ARE NOT IMMUNE!
and it seems we'll never learn..
because we've done it all before..
still the souless wrongs return.


comment please ^-^
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Friday, January 28, 2005

Little poem- please comment ^_^
Honesty:

Truth be told
not all is cold
not only in death can we be free,
from all that tourments us
twists and turns us
into the machines we're meant to be
I can save you
breathe into you
and become everything you need

^_^ ps- the links are back- so please check out my art, vote, and comment :) Thanks you guys!
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