Thursday, January 27, 2005

   please read- but don't tief!!
SUFFOCATION

Lying here, alone in myself, with my eyes open, asleep in my head.
terrible machinations and plots derrive as I rest in bed.

Only one thing can cease this heavy thinking, when the blood to my minds stops...
and frustrations get such a hold on me so that I won't wake up.

THE QUESTIONS GRASP MY THROAT
THE THOUGHTS TIGHTEN MY LUNGS
THE PRESSURE HAS SUCH A HOLD
ON ME,
IT SUFFOCATION- KILLING ME

Nightmares scare me to death
ones that prove to be real
trying to escape this painful reality, that makes a point to be revealed.

My little world is so much like yours,
driven by the media- and what is seen-
the true horror of daily life,
the unescapable suffering

LITTLE VOICES IN MY EAR
REMIND ME OF THE FEAR
DROWN ME IN QUESTIONS
ENGULF ME WITH TEARS

MY EYES ARE CLOSED
STILL IMAGES PROPOSE
THESE DISTURBING PICTURES
OF THE MANY SOULS WE'VE SOLD

(please comment)

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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   Fill me with evil and stick a cork in me
I feel so evil today, so acidic..
won't you come get devilish with me? punish me.. beat me.. be cruel to me.. and watch how I smile. "for I am in blood stepped in so thick that I should not wade any more". I be not the flower but the serpent underneath...
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   SOME BANDS THAT ROCK OUT LOUD!!
In no particular order, I like: Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Cradle of Filth, Linkin Park, System of a Down, The Offspring, HIM, CKy, Korn, Kidney Thieves, Cold, some songs by Static X such as Cold and December (that right Trevor?), Poison the Well, older stuff by Green Day, Papa Roach, Disturbed, Adema, and many more..... what about you guys??? please post!
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

   ahhhh... ain't he cute??

I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray
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Monday, January 10, 2005

   Umm... yeah, quite bored
lets see... I went and picked up my friend Shawn after school- then he helped me with my Chem. Then we cooked hotdogs and watched CKy 4.... (funny as hell) Then I drove him home, studied, and went to aerobics class with my friend Nessa. Had a fun day! but now I have to finish studyin- Blah!!!
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Sunday, January 9, 2005

   Some things you'd never know:
1- I have an obsession with black and white :) my room is entirely those colours and i wear only those colours (except for one pair of jeans my nan bought me :) )

2- however, my favourite colour is deep red.

3- I am madly in love, but I'll always be a hopeless romantic and a horny little bitch ;), lol

4- the most important thing to me are my friends and to be kind to others, (if i can brighten someones else's day I'll be happy as well)

5- When I go through University I will start my own Art and literacy school :) or teach english as a second language in Japan :)

6- sign my guest book and drop a note :)
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Friday, January 7, 2005

   Welcome Drugofthefallen !!!!
I made my b/f a site today, just to get him started :) If you don't think his name is clever, you don't fully understand, he is my medicine..... so,yeah, check out his site too and drop him a note, Rock On!
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005

Took this quiz today- and i luv the results :)

Vamp! You can call me femme-fatale.Woho, you're a
dangerous lady. You're dark and full of
riddles. Men can't resist that. Sometimes
you're moody and you can freak out very easy
but in general you are gentle... Fact: You're
the most mysterious girl ever!


What's your female appeal? ( with pics! )
brought to you by Quizilla

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

   wtf!!!!????
It appears, considering my past votes, that someone went on my site and voted against every single picture!! Thats too fucking cruel, okay! If you're just trying to surpress me- fuck off!! But if you genuinely do not like my work then at least leave a reason why- chicken shit!!!!
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

   Any requests????
I have art class alot the upcoming week and my project is long done.... so if anyone would like to request a pic I'd gladly do it this week??? l8tr days... And hey abckid- thanks for all the comments

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